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[xholdxmex]

Snow day yesterday, was nice. Did nothing, FUN! I just love when that happens. Have not updated in a while, like always so figured I would check in. Christmas is so fucking soon. I am in the mood for christmas but unfortunately you guys didnt catch me in a cheery Christmasy mood today. I don't understand where this random aggravation comes from.

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[bleed_n_breathe]

dude seriously i have nothing agianst u.. i never did.. i dont kno y u still have u still have a problem with me... n i dont kno y u wont get over the shit that happened over 6 months ago... yes i did bitch at u for showing something so private to some1 that i didnt want to hurt by saying wut was on my mind.. i did talk to her about it we did clear things up but wut u didnt see was that i had everything goin ok cuz i had cleared shit up... her and i talked about wut was wrong n u went behind my back n started shit.... yes i wrote things about her but thats y it called a "JOURNAL" u write wuts on ur mind n ur feelings in it... i let u read it cuz i trusted u... u didnt have to go n show her everything... but u kno wut i dont care anymore.. ive moved on and so should u... its called forgive and forget.... im not asking u to forgive me or forget about wut i did but jus get over it...

[xholdxmex]

I am over it, i just don't like how you handle situations or treat certain people. And i really didn't try to" start" trouble, i felt guilty because they would talk about you and not know that you were talking about them badly. Not like it was horrible but it still was talking behind their backs. I know it's a journal and i understand that you put all your feelings down there, but you seemed to keep talking about how certain people made you mad, and this and that but you never told the people. It didn't seem like a little problem, it was an ongoing thing. It's not like i would just be like OMG GUYS, nancee said this and that. I felt it was my responsibility as a friend to these people, and they had a right to know. And if someone asks me something im not going to lie to them. I have forgiven you for that, i haven't thought about that till now.. It's not like i had a problem with you because of that. I just don't talk to you. And i don't like how you handled certain issues with people. If you have a problem with me than you come to

[bleed_n_breathe]

i didnt have heather do it.. i jus told her how rude u were being toward me n it pissed her off when she read the convo... u were being kinda rude about jus asking a small question.. all u had to do was tell me who u were n i would have answered ur question.. i dont have a problem with u.. yes i was pissed at u for a while but i got over that.. if u havent noticed ur obviously the 1 with the problem with me.. dont u remember how sophomore year u n i were friends n then all of a sudden toward the end of the year u didnt like me cuz i was "weird".. n for some reason i was told by ppl that u had no problem with me after skool was out n w/e.. ur the 1 who has a problem with me.. not vise versa..

[xholdxmex]

I don't know, i never really had a problem until you started to annoy me. Not really like i just turned on you like in an instant, it was always so wierd when we hung out and you never said anything. And i said it's not like i have a problem with you so much, sometimes you just get on my nerves. I wouldn't not like someone because they were "wierd" come on now, look at me. The end of sophmore year i don't think i had a problem with you, that's when we still were in classes together wasn't it? I had shit going on

[d3adrockstar]

im not gonna get defensive over it, but i can stick up for myself i jus choose not to most of the time cuz it jus causes more problems.. honestly she was jus in a bad mood cuz she was argueing earlier that day with her exbf.. i dunno but it did seem like at the end of sophomore year u started to dislike me for some reason n i dont want to get into y..

i understand that all u wanted to kno was that but i dont go telling ppl things esp if i dont kno who it was.. i never said that u n i were gonna have a convo.. i jus didnt kno who the hell it was.. thats jus how i am.. if i dont kno u then im not gonna go telling u things..

but yes me n heather r together now but we had gone thru so much n w/e n i dunno... if she does do something to hurt me agian her n i r thru but i dont think anything is gonna happen this time so im jus living my life..

ohh n if u hadnt found out yet nichole was at kristys...

[xholdxmex]

In all fairness, that is what you said last time heather hurt you. You said you weren't going to talk to her, because you were so hurt. From what it looked like you had a good thing with shelia in my opinion you shouldn't have gone back to heather. But whatever again, your choice.
And i did find that out two days ago..
EDIT: NICOLE.