I know, I know... it's been awhile!
So I haven't updated in ages! I miss this thing, I'm kind of a dork like that. I had a horrific day today though. I'm really disapointed in myself and wish I wasn't such a fuck up all the time. I need to grow up, I want to. I started a book and finished within 24 hours of starting it and still maintaned going to classes, work, and having a social life... I did however bipass a lot of sleep last night, it was a good book. This is why I should not read books during the school year, b/c I will read until I'm done.. it doesn't usually take me more than 48hrs to complete a book. I've had a really good past couple of weeks, REAL GOOD. nuf said. I'm not about to jinx myself for the four hundred billionth time this year. I need a job PRONTO. I'm applying at a lot of golf courses. Maybe I'll finally learn how to golf and stop bringing shame to my family name. I have a lot bouncing around in my head right now, but it's too jumbled to get it all out and have it make sense. I'll just leave you with this....
You make me SMILE and that's the single most needed thing in my life right now!
1-Almost Famous
2- All three austin powers
3- The virgin suicides
4- Orange County
5- the motorcycle diaries
6- Saved!
7- Napolean Dynamite
8- Fight Club
9- Grind
10- Blue Crush
11- Out Cold
12- blow
13- Garden State
14- Donnie Darko
15- AMerican history X
FOURTEEN OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS/SINGERS/SONGS:
1- Led Zeppelin
2- THe POstal Service
3- Death Cab for Cutie
4- Something Corporate
5- The faint
6- The academy is...
7- Pink floyd
8- THis Providence
9-Bright eyes
10- GlassJaw
11- From First to Last
12- HelloGoodbye
13- The Early NOvember/ Ace Enders
14- Fall OUt Boy
THIRTEEN PEOPLE YOU’D DO IF YOU COULD:
1- Josh Hartnett
2- Brandon Boyd
3- Ben Wallace
4- David Beckham
5- Jake Gyllenhaal
6- Brad Pitt
7- Conor Oberst
8- Tobey Miguire
9- Jude Law
10- Adam Brodey
11- Justin Timberlake
12- Usher
13- Jared Leto
TWELVE THINGS YOU COULDN’T LIVE WITHOUT:
1- oxygen
2- gravity
3- food/water
4-clothing
5- family
6-basketball
7- snowboarding
8- Love
9-good music
10-Great friends
11- summer months
12- Grandma Rose
ELEVEN THINGS THAT WOULD BE IN A CRITERIA FOR A PARADISE OF YOUR OWN:
1- ZERO confrontation!
2- a beatiful tropical beach right next to an amazing mountain to snowboard on
3- True love
4- unlimited supply of amazing music
5-all of my wonderful friends and family
6- A giant Comfy bed: with down matress cover, duvet, throw, and pillows
7-Awesome clothes that fit me perfectly
8-outrageous amount of shoes in every possible color
9- my amazingly awesome sista
10-no more blemmishes
11-the perfect tan w/out skin cancer
TEN THINGS YOU WOULD CHANGE ABOUT YOURSELF IF YOU COULD:
1- more out goin
2- bigger breasts
3- thinner
4- more muscle definition
5- whitter teeth, permenantly
6- easier to befriend
7- more organized/responsible
8- awesome hair
9- always kind of tan, never pure white
10- a better way to handle my emotions (don't bottle them up)
NINE OF YOUR FAVORITE ARTICLES OF CLOTHING/ACCESSORIES:
1- ripped up abercrombie jeans
2- ripped up and patched holliester jeans, that i created
3- my track jackets
4- my swimsuit w/polka dots
5- my swimsuit w/hearts
6- my adidas flipper flops
7- giant black sunglasses
8- my big white watch
9- hair elastics/bobby-pins
EIGHT THINGS YOU WOULD DO IF YOU FOUND OUT YOU WERE GOING TO DIE TOMORROW:
1- say i love you and mean it (to someone aside from my relatives)
2- Let my parents know how much i love them
3- be with my wonderful sister
4- Have a party with Everyone i've ever met
5- give all my important stuff to my sister
6- SKINNY DIP
7- visit the hill of pain one last time
8- have sex somewhere risky
SEVEN OF YOUR FAVORITE SEX TOYS/KINKS/FETISHES/PREFERENCES IN YOUR GENDER OF CHOICE:
1- beautiful, straight, white.. teeth
2- Tall (even a lot taller than I)
3- lean (good stomach/hip flexors)
4- shaggy hair
5- smells good
6- FUNNY
7- intelligent
SIX LUXURIES YOU WOULD BRING WITH YOU ON A DESERTED ISLAND (PROVIDED THAT ALL YOUR ESSENTIALS FOR LIVING WERE ALREADY THERE AND AVAILABLE TO YOU):
1- basketball/court/hoops.. people to play against (worthy opponents)
2- Lots of books
3- highspeed internet w/computer that i can legally download all teh movies and music i want
4- my friends
5- my sister/her friends
6- someone to procreate with ;)
FIVE OF YOUR FAVORITE PHOTOGRAPHS/PIECES OF MEMORABILIA:
1- nikki and I on santa's lap when we were both old enough to drive
2- NHS trip to mackinac (the circle one)
3- my MVP awards from b-ball and track (i know, but that's really something i love)
4- the picture of nikki and i humping the dolphins in daytona
5- The picture of our whole family at grandmas roses old house infront of the basketball hoop
FOUR OF YOUR FAVORITE MEMORIES:
1- going to Hawaii
2- going to california
3- going to florida
4- trail riding w/grandpa jim
THREE OF YOUR GUILTY PLEASURES:
1- makingout randomly (not so much though, these days)
2- face book
3- caffine
TWO THINGS YOU WOULD LOVE TO DO:
1- find true love
2- be a great mother
ONE THING YOU WISH YOU COULD ERASE FROM YOUR MEMORY:
1- ha.. if you know me, you know.