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[so these past few weeks i have had some totally shitty days...]
alright well ashley is like mad at me for the most lame reasons every.i want going to lie in court(sorry im an honest person) and she was all like
"well if it was your BF..." bullshit. okay she was going to tell the truth too. And she said the only reason
nick plead guilty is because "he knew i would fuck him over" so now
ashley doesnt act the same around me anymore. like she doesnt care.
i really feel like i lost something big.
it just sucks that she lies to me and doesnt tell me whats actually bothering her....
[second]
i completly done something i think i shouldnt have.(maybe)
i like to express basically how i feel
[honestly without a problem]
but everything was basically a slap in the face.
i guess i thought he liked me too, but he doesnt.im completly confused.
i guess i just feel like an idiot for thinking maybe he did...
i guess it just would of been nice if he would tell me where he is on everything, instead of leaving me clueless.
i really hope he doesnt see me different as a friend because i think i tend to over worry about things
...