Aug 15, 2008 00:26
nashua was super fun. i was so happy to hang out with chris and kels again. and the sushi was deliciousssss. i haven't had any in so long.
when i got home i of course i had a lovely message from my boy waiting for me. my mom came in my room and was like "wow...isn't it nice to come home to a letter from someone you love? you're really lucky." and i was like "when you put it that way...yeah i am." lol it's funny because i actually do consider myself very lucky because of pierre, when most people tend to feel bad for me about it. if you don't mind being a slave to your computer and running like a maniac to the monitor every time you hear an msn alert, then having a supa-long distance relationship isn't so difficult hahahaha. it's awesome. i turn the volume up really high on my computer so i can be almost anywhere in the house and still hear it ring when i get an alert. I'M INSANE.
tomorrow i've got to go to the gym. i've been watching the olympic gymnastics and it makes me so so so jealous. those girls have the most beautiful, strong bodies. i wish i could look like them...so lean and skinny and beautiful. :( but i really am incapable of ever reaching the size i hope to be. this is about the skinniest i can get according to my doctor, unless i starve myself. i just wish i could be perfect.
oh and i'm pissed about harry potter being moved to next year. >:(
kelsey imig,
harry potter,
chris louney,
weight issues,
insanity,
pierre anjou,
worrying,
movies,
nashua,
gym,
sushi,
waiting