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i hate the people on the emerson group saying that it's dumb to be in a relationship when going into college. they act like it's the worst thing ever...like it's going to "hang over your head" and make it so you don't "open up." are you like that NOW? why is it going to be so different? it's NOT, is what i say. you can still meet people and do the same things you usually do. but i guess i'm coming from a different perspective than the rest of them. most people aren't used to never seeing their boyfriend/girlfriends. personally i think that having a boyfriend is going to prevent me from doing a lot of stupid things that i might do if i were single. yeah i'll probably be distracted a TON but it's no different, i imagine, than it was when i was with dan. and i got the best grades of my life during that time.
whatever. different people, different reactions i suppose.
i watched the olympics and it was beautiful as usual. i love when the world comes together and at least pretends we all like each other. even russia and georgia were nice to each other!
of course the us looked like losers in their cabby hats. i liked great britain's and the netherland's outfits the best. and obviously i loved sweden the most.
it's very nice to not be panicked for one night. although i still have phantom fears in my heart. it's like my brain can't accept that i don't have to worry all the time. i need more distractions! once school starts it will be easier and harder i guess. easier because i won't be alone 90% of the time, harder because i'll really have to manage my time well.
anyway. tomorrow my parents are going to vermont for some kind of family reunion that i politely abstained from. i have to go the gym and work on my emerson homework. which requires the whole day obviously.
whatever. different people, different reactions i suppose.
i watched the olympics and it was beautiful as usual. i love when the world comes together and at least pretends we all like each other. even russia and georgia were nice to each other!
of course the us looked like losers in their cabby hats. i liked great britain's and the netherland's outfits the best. and obviously i loved sweden the most.
it's very nice to not be panicked for one night. although i still have phantom fears in my heart. it's like my brain can't accept that i don't have to worry all the time. i need more distractions! once school starts it will be easier and harder i guess. easier because i won't be alone 90% of the time, harder because i'll really have to manage my time well.
anyway. tomorrow my parents are going to vermont for some kind of family reunion that i politely abstained from. i have to go the gym and work on my emerson homework. which requires the whole day obviously.