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i went and played frisbee with the gang on the football field. it was good times. then we bought ben and jerry's and discovered that a pint = over 1000 calories and 60+ grams of fat. i ate half of mine. i'm so angry at myself now though. i really want to lose weight.
i'm feeling so discouraged about everything right now. i wish that i could just move to boston already and start college. maybe time will go faster once i start. i really am wishing my life away. i have been since i was little. the stress i put on myself is going to end up killing me at an early age.
i really should start going to church again. i need to find something that i can depend on. i need SOMETHING static in my life. everything is just a blur. people just walk in and out of my life. nothing has ever stood still.
i'm feeling so discouraged about everything right now. i wish that i could just move to boston already and start college. maybe time will go faster once i start. i really am wishing my life away. i have been since i was little. the stress i put on myself is going to end up killing me at an early age.
i really should start going to church again. i need to find something that i can depend on. i need SOMETHING static in my life. everything is just a blur. people just walk in and out of my life. nothing has ever stood still.