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I hate it when things are slowly getting better and then a number of events make everything shit again. The "disco" was a few nights ago it was crap. Me & Tara almost got caught with alcohol, i was hiding it in my jumper and i went into the toilet and a teacher came down to the toilets too asking me what i was hiding in my jacket. I had to make up some bullshit about my bra falling down haha. So we stashed it. I'm just one of those people that have to follow and is never followed. One second we're all there dancing in a circle and the the next second me and Rebecca are left there by ourselves so she runs off looking for Freyja because OH NO she's going to die if she spends a minute away from her and so i'm there going "doo dee doo doo". This happened all night. The closer it gets to the end of the year the more i don't want Freyja to come to Oakhill with me. She's climbing out of her shell which she has been hidden in for the past 3 years and she's not all that cool now.
So then last night Me, Rebecca, Freyja, Lisa & Mel went to Castle Hill to see "Suddenly 30" as usual Mel, Lisa & Freyja are having a ball laughing aat their jokes which me and Bec don't even get because we're not in their classes, but Bec tries immensly hard to be part of their little 3some so yet again im just fucked out of the little group. I couldn't wait to go home because i just couldn't stand being there with them. The movie was good by the way.
And today iw ent shopping to Burwood with my mum because i NEEDED a new formal dress, i am sick of my other one i think it's because i got over the novelty of having a formal dress already. Anyway the new one is much better. Bec & Freyja were angging me to see it. Sometimes i just wish i could tell them to fuck off.
Go here: http://www.freewebs.com/natalia88 because i'm a loser and i make websites of photos with my friends whom i don't even like.
So then last night Me, Rebecca, Freyja, Lisa & Mel went to Castle Hill to see "Suddenly 30" as usual Mel, Lisa & Freyja are having a ball laughing aat their jokes which me and Bec don't even get because we're not in their classes, but Bec tries immensly hard to be part of their little 3some so yet again im just fucked out of the little group. I couldn't wait to go home because i just couldn't stand being there with them. The movie was good by the way.
And today iw ent shopping to Burwood with my mum because i NEEDED a new formal dress, i am sick of my other one i think it's because i got over the novelty of having a formal dress already. Anyway the new one is much better. Bec & Freyja were angging me to see it. Sometimes i just wish i could tell them to fuck off.
Go here: http://www.freewebs.com/natalia88 because i'm a loser and i make websites of photos with my friends whom i don't even like.