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Hi. so uh, i don't know what the hell is going on with me. i don't really want this to turn into a whiney ass post but like, i just, don't feel good alot of the time. it's not like girls or parents or stupid angsty stuff like that, well, i don't really think anyways. it's just like, i feel like shit, i have no idea where my life is going and, how i'm gonna turn out or what the fuck i'm going to do. i just think about that stuff, alot of the time, almost constantly, and, what kind of a person im gonna be, and all this stuff. i feel like im alone sometimes even though i do have really good friends and stuff that stick by me for the most part i just, don't know what to do.i wanna be me but, sometimes its so hard to, figure out who me is, and, to be that me when i do find out who it is.i feel like i'm slipping away, so far, so fast like im losing grip on everything in my life that i love and hold dear, and if i let it slip any farther i will lose it/them forever.I dont know what to do, and, i guess thats it for this post, bye.