Jun 02, 2005 21:25
its funny how when people talk about themselves and their days events, how wonderful they make their lives seem, or how wonderful they THINK it is.. like when sumthing happens they get all excited and in reality its not that big of a deal.. so s t o p talking about it. or how they see themselves as gorgeous and "cool" or whatnot when they are EXACTLY the opposite and KNOWONE likes them. they brag about little things that happen in one day, that happen to other poeple like *everyday*. this is to two cute ladiezz who i would say but i dont needa hear theyr coolness bitching. but lets just say ive been disgusted by one for quite awhile for her fakeness and what i said above (finally ended that award winning friendship). and the other i just realized shes way to dirty for me {i have my reasons} and needs to realize that and stop thinking everyone wants her, since just about everyone i know thinks shes N A S T A Y.
sorry for the bullshit talk, but people piss me THE FUCK OFF. it gets better and better everyday.. yeh OKAY. basicly all my ""friends"" are disapearing, the ones that get mad at me is thanks to the lovely shit talkers. outta five **Best friends.. i have one left. a couple good ones, and thats about it. but then again i cant even consider them good freinds becuase all my other "good friends" are kinda gone now. yeah i have a lotta acquaintances, but so what thats people you talk to, not who u chill with and spill your life out to. i have sum chilling buddies too, but i want REAL FRIENDS. i never talk shit about people and if i do its straight to them so where do people get that i do? but okay i guess everyones entitled to... start drama? if u hear someones name it doesnt exactly mean im "TALKING SHIT ABOUT THEM" so before u say anything GET YOUR FACTS STRAIGHT! and to all the poeple who think ewa's changed me - she hasnt at all. all she's done is helped me realize who my true friends are (which is liek 2 at the moment) and not to take shit from other people and trying to please everyone constantly. i dont have a problem with anyone [not including the cute gurls i despise]. so if your someone who thinks ewa changed me, drop it please and thanx. to everyone else thank you for all your support, but theres nothing anyone can say to fix this shit cuz people just dont change. so i guess until i find some real people out there ill be pretty much alone, but i rather have it this way then haveing a bunch of "friends" talking shit about me.