its great to feel so alone....
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okay. ALL i want is for people to understand me and what i go through, and not critice everything i do. especially since my "bestfrineds" know what i go through everyday and how hard i actually have to work to be me. and to all the other people, how hard i have to try to do everything the "right" way, to be caring..then MAYBE you would understand why sumtimes im not "PERFECT". its fuckin sad for my friends to expect me to be anywayy.... YEAHH you know who u are! and u no what i think is the MOST fucked up?? when i make ONE mistake.. after soo fuckin long, not even mistake but say sutmhin wrong [which i still dont think i did], and people get pissed at me, even people that dont even have ANYTHIGN to do with it. just cuz they want to take her side.. and whyy? fuckin makes me realize how many "true" friends i have. wow you gurls surprise me. it just makes me sick to my stomach to know how *easily* people get angry and how easy it is for them to get mad at me when i do one little thing wrong, which is NOT often, WHAT KINDA FUCKIN FRIENDS ARE THOSE?!?!
and if your gonna comment (to who probably knows what im talking about) uhmm take it up with me in person or IM or w/e, cuz i dont think everyone needs to know wuts going on. but i REALLY dont thikn what youd say is gonna change what im thinking, what you are doing is fucked up, getting pissed at only me, especially after u said u werent getting into this. WICKED NICE; making this 1,000,000 times worse then it EVER should have been..
such a drama filled day. sooo heres to you all who wanna bring your shit to me: fuck you =]
cuz right now, seriously, i dont even know who to trust, since apparently no one can keep their mouth shut, and everyone else likes to pull shit outta their asses that i never said. so keep me outta your drama, and dont fuckin bother me. dont lie to me. dont say one thing and mean the other. dont use me. dont fuckin make me hate you. please and thanx. oh, and yeah; i love how one day people talk to you like theres no tomorro, and the next, they dont dont even acknowledge you. wutever. ill stick to the VERY FEW ..real.. friends i have. thanx and bye <3
okay. ALL i want is for people to understand me and what i go through, and not critice everything i do. especially since my "bestfrineds" know what i go through everyday and how hard i actually have to work to be me. and to all the other people, how hard i have to try to do everything the "right" way, to be caring..then MAYBE you would understand why sumtimes im not "PERFECT". its fuckin sad for my friends to expect me to be anywayy.... YEAHH you know who u are! and u no what i think is the MOST fucked up?? when i make ONE mistake.. after soo fuckin long, not even mistake but say sutmhin wrong [which i still dont think i did], and people get pissed at me, even people that dont even have ANYTHIGN to do with it. just cuz they want to take her side.. and whyy? fuckin makes me realize how many "true" friends i have. wow you gurls surprise me. it just makes me sick to my stomach to know how *easily* people get angry and how easy it is for them to get mad at me when i do one little thing wrong, which is NOT often, WHAT KINDA FUCKIN FRIENDS ARE THOSE?!?!
and if your gonna comment (to who probably knows what im talking about) uhmm take it up with me in person or IM or w/e, cuz i dont think everyone needs to know wuts going on. but i REALLY dont thikn what youd say is gonna change what im thinking, what you are doing is fucked up, getting pissed at only me, especially after u said u werent getting into this. WICKED NICE; making this 1,000,000 times worse then it EVER should have been..
such a drama filled day. sooo heres to you all who wanna bring your shit to me: fuck you =]
cuz right now, seriously, i dont even know who to trust, since apparently no one can keep their mouth shut, and everyone else likes to pull shit outta their asses that i never said. so keep me outta your drama, and dont fuckin bother me. dont lie to me. dont say one thing and mean the other. dont use me. dont fuckin make me hate you. please and thanx. oh, and yeah; i love how one day people talk to you like theres no tomorro, and the next, they dont dont even acknowledge you. wutever. ill stick to the VERY FEW ..real.. friends i have. thanx and bye <3