Jun 18, 2009 05:09
I am broke as fuck, I was (am) still really sick, I owe all my friends money, my sister is visiting in five days and I have nothing really "together", but when have I really? She's smart and cool, and yet I'm nervous because my lifestyle proves everything, that I am wild, and random, and irresponsible. I enjoy my life, and I am generally happy, but I definitely fly by the seat of my pants, thats just how I always have been. I am a good, and moral person, I have my head on my shoulders, and I am confident in who I am, but I didn't do anything according to plan. She won't judge me, and I don't know why I would, but I do.
Nobody in my entire family has does anything according to plan, why should I expect anything different?
I'm not necessarily saying thats a bad thing, I'm being too hard on myself.
I am creative as fuck.
I am more intelligent than most people I meet.
I make the best of the worst situations.
I am easygoing and fun to be around.
I have a great sense of style and carry myself well.
I can make practically anybody laugh.
I have common sense and am aware of people around me.
Since when is boosting you're own ego such a bad thing? hehehe.
xoxo Angie
ps. I am so falling in love with my boyfriend, it's so cheesy and unreal. I haven't felt this way since Roscoe. Mind you, that was like forever ago. I am smiling like a total goon :)