and the city lights just burn...

Jan 14, 2009 19:53

I think I am officially turning into a recluse. ha.
I watch more movies weekly than is probably healthy, wear pajamas more than my regular clothes.
This sobriety thing is helping me stay in, that's for sure. The good thing is that it's saving me alot of money.

The guy I have been pining for hasn't spoken to me in over 2 weeks because he says he 'needs time to clear his head', which I can relate to, but on the other hand, his comments about 'us being together again soon, i promise', just seems more unrealistic the more time that passes. He's the most brash and honest person I know, so he wouldn't be the type to sugar-coat anything at the risk of hurting my feelings, but I don't understand how he could just stop all communication with me just to figure his issues out. I think about him all the time, and I don't have the kind of will-power to just forget about him while I am on my own quest to clear my head and figure shit out.

I am kind of lonely, Im not going to lie.
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