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nothing jumps out at me...at all. i was looking into YWAM but i don't think i'm feelin that, it sounds way too much like masters commission. i'm looking into revelution nyc, it's jay bakkers ministry in ny. i'm just looking for something to do cuz i feel so unproductive in life probably cuz i am. i was even thinking about joining a thing that spreads knowledge about a certain topic (i.e rock for life) but i dont' know whats all out there. than it really comes down to what do i really care about....than i get all apathtec.
i hate this rut.
than i was thinking about moving to europe haha. why not you know.
maybe i'm having problems with this cuz i feel like this is "something i should do" not in the mindless religion sense but in the sense that i really really had a heart and wanted to do this kinda stuff a few years ago. i don't know what happen. its like since tour all i've wanted to do is live on the road. like it sucks living out of a suitcase but it frickn beats what i'm doing now..which is not much.
i hate this rut.
than i was thinking about moving to europe haha. why not you know.
maybe i'm having problems with this cuz i feel like this is "something i should do" not in the mindless religion sense but in the sense that i really really had a heart and wanted to do this kinda stuff a few years ago. i don't know what happen. its like since tour all i've wanted to do is live on the road. like it sucks living out of a suitcase but it frickn beats what i'm doing now..which is not much.