~Shattered Heart~
.....the end has come....my heart is now shattered into a million peices....some now forever lost.
mike and i broke up today...for good this time. his mom is sending him a plane ticket to move back up to ct.
short story:
mike flipped out big time this morning and threatened to crash his work truck and die, then sped off while little kids were walking and waiting for a school bus. so i called him to ask him to slow down, he said no....i called the cops. he came back the cops showed up 10 minutes later and talked to us, took him to the hospital to be evaluated, then sent off to the mental hospital. they baker acted him so by law he has to stay in there for 3 days. once he gets out, i'll have his things packed for him, and he'll be gone...out of my life forever prolly.
it breaks my heart, but i reached my edge, i can't keep putting myself thru the pain he puts on me everyday.
no one really knows who he is and how he acts....he is mental unstable, he'll scream, kick things, punch walls and yell at me, but when someone else is around he puts on the "everything is perfect" act...and everyone sees thru it.
i spoke to his mom and let her know who is has been acting and what happened etc. she still loves me and is praying one day he'll straighten up and want to get back together.....i unfortunetly...dun see him gettign help, i think he is going to be like this forever....unless he really does kill himself one day :-( *tears*
i love him, and always will in 5 days (30th) it would have been our 2 year anniversary...
i don't know what to do....
my life has now changed, and its weird not having him around....
*tears*
mike and i broke up today...for good this time. his mom is sending him a plane ticket to move back up to ct.
short story:
mike flipped out big time this morning and threatened to crash his work truck and die, then sped off while little kids were walking and waiting for a school bus. so i called him to ask him to slow down, he said no....i called the cops. he came back the cops showed up 10 minutes later and talked to us, took him to the hospital to be evaluated, then sent off to the mental hospital. they baker acted him so by law he has to stay in there for 3 days. once he gets out, i'll have his things packed for him, and he'll be gone...out of my life forever prolly.
it breaks my heart, but i reached my edge, i can't keep putting myself thru the pain he puts on me everyday.
no one really knows who he is and how he acts....he is mental unstable, he'll scream, kick things, punch walls and yell at me, but when someone else is around he puts on the "everything is perfect" act...and everyone sees thru it.
i spoke to his mom and let her know who is has been acting and what happened etc. she still loves me and is praying one day he'll straighten up and want to get back together.....i unfortunetly...dun see him gettign help, i think he is going to be like this forever....unless he really does kill himself one day :-( *tears*
i love him, and always will in 5 days (30th) it would have been our 2 year anniversary...
i don't know what to do....
my life has now changed, and its weird not having him around....
*tears*