Im Fucking Beautiful!!
haha.. i wish! so how am i? horrible! but yet im happy.. werid yes i know.. im talkin to justin right know on yahoo! he is soo pimp! he also makes cute babies!! (well actually he only has made one but still) haha.. if you dont believe me look at my nephew! he is the cutest baby eva!! i love my family! my little sister rhonda is the best.. we used to fight all the time but now were like the bestest friends eva!! well i want to drink so bad!!! but im a loser and has no freinds so i cant or i wont do all that alone.. its sucks drinking alone.. i want to have fun!! SOMEONE HELP ME!! i miss everyone!! i miss you!! i miss james! he was my life!! i miss ashlee! that was my girl!! i miss justin! i scare him!! its the best!! blah.. i hate this.. i really do hate being all depressed.. but what am i suppose to do, i try to make it all better but it only gets wrose.. but i guess thats me.. i have bad luck.. well im going to go for now..