I want to believe
Have been busy with TSD. I think I've lost my ability to express myself in words. I've been paper-mache-ing and watching MTV so I guess that must be why. Have gone to Art Friend thrice. Today when I went, it was closed. It closes too early. That means I'll have to go back tomorrow. Shitty frustrating sleep-deprived week. Possibly means a shitty 18th as well. I mean, I have never had to go to school on my birthday. But this year's different. This year's the bad year. Think I'm PMS-ing. Think all this just piles up into a huge messy junkyard in my head. Think I need a long break after the 3rd of July. Big day for me. Big big sigh of relief it will be. I believe You're my healer. I believe You're my portion. I believe You'll make things okay.