rehab tomorrow
well shit, i start rehab tomorrow, and it could be anywhere from a month to 4 months, i duno, depends on how good i do, but yea i rele do wana get clean so hopefully with that attitude i can just get in and outta that place. if all goes well ill be in another program called the stars program after rehab and hopefully ill stay there for high school and thats that. otherwise i dun rele know how ive been, just rele alone lately, not wanting to do much, and i kno when i start goin to rehab im gonna stop eating, i just kno it. for one i wont have to eat there iof i dont want to and thats what happened last school year, i didnt have to eat, so i didnt, and nobody was watching me not eat either, so it all swang my way. i kno all of you dont think im ugly, but i still feel sort of ugly, even though ive gotten past putting myself down, i just love to starve, and thats all there is to it, so im sorry if this dissapoints but it is what it is. but for now wish me luck in my new program, and IM me or gimme a call or whatever.
peace
peace