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i feel worse than i did yesterday, like rele fuckin shitty, i feel like i did before i left in december, like fuckin shit, i fuckin hate it. it just makes me sick being at school, i hate it so fuckin much, i dont kno what to do either, it sucks ass. i just wana like get away for a little while longer, just meet other people, cause people here are
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smoking may be your way of relaxing, it may be your outlet, something to look foward to when you're having a bad day, but it's really bad for you. they may make you feel good, but they're really killing you slowly. they're slowly deteriorating your lungs and making your liver all gross and crusty. can you imagine being old, like 70, and having emphysema? can you imagine breathing and gasping for air when your lungs can't get any? can you imagine the torment of slowly suffocating becuase you have so much tar in your lungs that they can't function? can you imagine going through that for 10 years, every day feeling wose and worse, dying so very very slowly watching everyone around you living and having fun, while you're sitting in your wheelchair dying before their eyes, making a futile attempt to breathe? that seems like hell to me.
i know you're having a hard time with school and stuff, but that doesn't mean you have to resort to that. i'm sorry that i'm always pestering you about this, but i really don't want you to die when you can prevent it. and you will die if you keep doing this. i consider you a really great friend and i don't want you to feel any pain. i'll hug you if you want, i'll do just about anything if it'll keep you from your cigarettes for a while.
i'm sorry this comment was so long, but....yeah.
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sorry.
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