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I keep realizing that I keep coming to realizations, but I never do anything about it. And I sit here and say the same things, year after year. I speak of change yet it never happens? Well it does to some degree. But as Redman said...it's "time for aksion". I've made an appointment with a therapist the week after next. I'm taking that week off work to do nothing (a.k.a NOT A DAMN THING). So I thought it's as good a time as any to start there. I hope to first perhaps work on my anxiety and why I get anxious over the littlest of things. Next I hope to work on relationships and form a better bond with the rents. I feel so intolerant being around my parents, as if seeing them is a chore. That's a horrible way to view them, so I need to work on that.
Secondly, I've decided to dumb myself down a bit and enroll in some Mixed Martial Arts classes. For those of you who know me, for some reason in which I have NO idea why, I'm absolutely addicated to Ultimate Fighting. It's basically the professional/competitive ranks of what's called Mixed Martial Arts. Mixed Martial Art schools or Dojos teach virtually everthing; striking, submissions, etc, etc. It's a great way to get back into shape and I think I have a great mind for it. Not to mention I really like it so why not learn it? No I don't have any dreams of being an Ultimate Fighter...thats borderline lunacy if I did, not to mention cheesy as hell! Now I'm starting to feel like I'm in Napolean Dynamite. LOL. I just want to see what the classes are about and I need another hobby! So hush. :)
So that's the plan for the winter. Therapy, weightloss, clear mind, meditation and mixed martial arts. Hopefully by the spring I'll emerge with a new found respect/tolerance for relationships, be a little bit less selfish, be well rested and focused as well as in shape and able to snap your radius in an armbar. ;)
Secondly, I've decided to dumb myself down a bit and enroll in some Mixed Martial Arts classes. For those of you who know me, for some reason in which I have NO idea why, I'm absolutely addicated to Ultimate Fighting. It's basically the professional/competitive ranks of what's called Mixed Martial Arts. Mixed Martial Art schools or Dojos teach virtually everthing; striking, submissions, etc, etc. It's a great way to get back into shape and I think I have a great mind for it. Not to mention I really like it so why not learn it? No I don't have any dreams of being an Ultimate Fighter...thats borderline lunacy if I did, not to mention cheesy as hell! Now I'm starting to feel like I'm in Napolean Dynamite. LOL. I just want to see what the classes are about and I need another hobby! So hush. :)
So that's the plan for the winter. Therapy, weightloss, clear mind, meditation and mixed martial arts. Hopefully by the spring I'll emerge with a new found respect/tolerance for relationships, be a little bit less selfish, be well rested and focused as well as in shape and able to snap your radius in an armbar. ;)