what you see is not what you get.
OMG yall Christmas is so in like 10
days!!! I'm really excited :) :) :) Even though I'll totally be in a
car on my way home on Christmas Eve!? How crazy is that? I leave Monday
for North Carolina!!! It's going to be supppper cold <3 I'm not
lookin forward to that.. I can't even handle like 70 degress and it's
deff. like in the 30s right now!!! Oh well.. Grrr I'm sick right now!
It's really not fun because I can't miss anymore school and I have a
throat ache and they are the worsttt. Ahh, hate em! :( But I really
need to go Christmas shoppin! I've been a few days with my momma, but
please we go for a whole day and still can't get everything done!!!
We're too silly. I totally got to see one of the Abercrombie Models
this weekend and almost died. He was G O R G E O U S. Oh my
lorrddddddd. Pretty sure I'm going back there asap!! Awwww and
yesterday at practice I couldn't make last Friday's Christmas party or
sleepover but they still had the cutest little stocking filled with
candy (just what I need !! ;)) and a photo frame waitin for me! And the
best part was I got white fluffy ear muffs too! Sorry but I haven't
worn those in foreverrr! I might have to take em' to N.C. .. I'm going
to look so funny <3 Oh and Stephanie's party was last weekend,
it was TOO fun!! Everyone came together and like no one fought and it
was so good seein people like that . And Saturday night Amy and I spent
the night over at Stephy's ! They have the most adorble place ever.. I
enjoyed this weekend a lot!!! Oh and Sunday I got side bangs!!!!!!!! It
was really exciting but I have to get them fixed because I can't
explain it, but in a few weeks I have an oppointment and I'm finally
getting my hair like BRIGHT blonde!! I can't wait :)
Seems like just yesterday, you were a part of me
I used to stand so tall, I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight, everything it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothing could go wrong
Now I can't breathe, no I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one.
Broken up, deep inside
You won't get to see the tears I cry.
I told you everything, opend up and let you in
You made me feel alright, for once in my life
Now all that's left of me, is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
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I'm so jealous _____________________________________________
There is nothing you can say
"Sorry" doesn't cut it babe
Take the hint and walk away
'Cause im gone
It doesn't matter what you do
It's what you did that's hurting you
All i needed was the truth
Now I'm gone
What you sees not what you get.
Seems like just yesterday, you were a part of me
I used to stand so tall, I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight, everything it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothing could go wrong
Now I can't breathe, no I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one.
Broken up, deep inside
You won't get to see the tears I cry.
I told you everything, opend up and let you in
You made me feel alright, for once in my life
Now all that's left of me, is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
_____________________________________________
I'm so jealous _____________________________________________
There is nothing you can say
"Sorry" doesn't cut it babe
Take the hint and walk away
'Cause im gone
It doesn't matter what you do
It's what you did that's hurting you
All i needed was the truth
Now I'm gone
What you sees not what you get.