sup eljay vent!?
Wow. Today definitely has not gone as planned.
8:00 Insurance meeting.
9:00 Open Bank for business.
10:00 Fired...as in...I'm currently unemployeed.
10:15 Call one of the only people I trust. [not mother]
10:45 Gain of knowledge I'd rather have
lived without knowing. "In a relationship".
That brings us to 11:00...Where I sit quietly in my
empty house thinking of what to do next. Realizing
that the only 2 things I've ever considered concrete
or stable in my life are officially over. One of
which should have sank in long ago but...that's beside
the point.
I feel like I should be more upset about not having
my job. I just pretty much said..."fuck ya'll.", and
walked out. Walked out on 5 years. That's the longest
relationship i've ever had with anything. My dogs die...
my cars die...hell even my boyfriend died.
To hell with being upset...Everything happens for a
reason...sup opprotunities. sup not having to get up
til like noon tomorrow. suuuuup new job. sup not
having to go to the company christmas party. haha
...I'm gonna go do something i can't normally do
because I'd be working at this time.
oh and PS ...fuck cowards. fuck "in a relationship"s.
fuck safe federal credit union. fuck thinking that
anything in life is actually important enough to worry
about. Because in the end...what have you really got?
Not a job. Not love. Not your health for sure.
8:00 Insurance meeting.
9:00 Open Bank for business.
10:00 Fired...as in...I'm currently unemployeed.
10:15 Call one of the only people I trust. [not mother]
10:45 Gain of knowledge I'd rather have
lived without knowing. "In a relationship".
That brings us to 11:00...Where I sit quietly in my
empty house thinking of what to do next. Realizing
that the only 2 things I've ever considered concrete
or stable in my life are officially over. One of
which should have sank in long ago but...that's beside
the point.
I feel like I should be more upset about not having
my job. I just pretty much said..."fuck ya'll.", and
walked out. Walked out on 5 years. That's the longest
relationship i've ever had with anything. My dogs die...
my cars die...hell even my boyfriend died.
To hell with being upset...Everything happens for a
reason...sup opprotunities. sup not having to get up
til like noon tomorrow. suuuuup new job. sup not
having to go to the company christmas party. haha
...I'm gonna go do something i can't normally do
because I'd be working at this time.
oh and PS ...fuck cowards. fuck "in a relationship"s.
fuck safe federal credit union. fuck thinking that
anything in life is actually important enough to worry
about. Because in the end...what have you really got?
Not a job. Not love. Not your health for sure.