I'm being hated. >:(

[xheatdishx]

Fuck this. If I'm just a burden than I'm gone. I can find somewhere else. I truely did love you guys, and I never wanted to leave, but with the way you guys are acting, fuck it. It's not like I'll never find anyone else to play for/with. It just really fucking sucks, cause we could've gone somewhere, and unless you stop fucking complaining and shit, I'm gone. I hate logging into lj a full week after being there and hearing complaints about when I was. we never fucked in your house, we never will, I already told her I don't want to, and won't. sure we made out, big fucking deal, brian was the only one that heard any of that, and he went and did the same thing too, so big fucking deal. Obviously, I'm more trouble than I'm worth, so either let me know I'm not, or I'll just take myself elsewhere.

(kindof sad that I'm currently writing better shit than I ever have before right now.)