fuck this "holiday season"
ugh, I usually like this time of year. Imean, usually I AT LEAST look forward to it. This year is crap though. I don't have money to get people presents...I REALLY want to though! :( I got Don and Bre some stuff at least :) I was glad about that.
I'm moving soon, and I have to give Opal away...I'm never going to see her again :( . I wanted to give ehr to moshie so I'd at least I could see her every weekend ... but that's not going to work out, so I hafta give her to my brother's xgf's mom who REALLY wants her. I'm gunna miss my little girl so much. I wish I didn't have to give her away, but it's better for her this way anywayz, at least she won't be stuck in my room for 13 hours a day because nobody's home. She'll get the attention she deserves.
Christmas day is going to SUCK! I don't even want it to come. It will be the first day that Emily and I have spent apart since we started going out. the one day that REALLY matters, and it's the first away from her :(
I'm moving soon, and I have to give Opal away...I'm never going to see her again :( . I wanted to give ehr to moshie so I'd at least I could see her every weekend ... but that's not going to work out, so I hafta give her to my brother's xgf's mom who REALLY wants her. I'm gunna miss my little girl so much. I wish I didn't have to give her away, but it's better for her this way anywayz, at least she won't be stuck in my room for 13 hours a day because nobody's home. She'll get the attention she deserves.
Christmas day is going to SUCK! I don't even want it to come. It will be the first day that Emily and I have spent apart since we started going out. the one day that REALLY matters, and it's the first away from her :(