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Jesus, no wonder I feel dead today. This has been the biggest day of realization for me. It seems as though everyone's right about me. I'm just a 13 year old little slut that's dumb out of her mind. Jordan said to me that he had no respect for me because I didn't have any for myself. I thought I did, but the more that I think about it, I guess that I don't. If I look at myself from anyone elses point of view, I finally understand what everyone's been talking about forever. I look at myself and think, "God, what a fucking loser." Then I thought about the people that actually do respect me. I'm not sure how they do it. Maybe they just feel bad for me. I'm such a horrible person, and I say this because you don't know the half of it. There are 6 people I really want to thank. Dave for just...being there and telling me I'm not just a stupid little girl. Ashley and Taum for sticking up for me and being so nice to me. Ross for even admitting that there was a hint of respect in him for me. Jeremy for being such a sweetheart and not making fun of me when I act a little on the wierd side. And finally, Jordan for making me realize just what I need to do in order for , not only other people to like me, but for me to start liking myself.
Whine, whine, whine, and bitch bitch bitch.
To everyone, I'm so sorry.
Love,
Yours Truly
Whine, whine, whine, and bitch bitch bitch.
To everyone, I'm so sorry.
Love,
Yours Truly