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OMG I could not be happier with my life! i loev this new POSITIVE OUTLOOK! it is absolutley an amazing thing. i have an absolutley amazing boyfriend, amazing friends, and an amazing life. things couldnt be goign better!
lets see, mike an i are so happy together. he just move and i love his new house! it so big and perfect for him and his mom. it kinda far away from my house, but its right by my tanning bed, and target and he just got a job at lowes right down the street! and at the kiosk thing at school! well see which one pays more. i think lowes, but hell do what he wants and ill be happy for him. im so happy he gets along with my new friends! it makes me so happy! i thought he wouldnt but he does. and my old ones he likes now! yes! they all get along! im so happy with that. the only thing im not happy about is i get so drunk so easily because of that damn medicine and the fact i havent drank in ooo probably a year. well i have but not liek i used to, so you know. its pathetic. buti think its funn.
i wish i could have gone out last night, but i was so tired from moving that there was no way i could make it! lol
plus i met 6 new people on friday! 6 wowzers im on a roll! lol
omg it makes me feel so good when people call me randomly. mike said this yesterday and i didnt really think about it. i mean i call people they call me, but when peopel out of the blue call me just to talk and see how i am. i love that. it makes me feel good. like yesterday (notice karma steps in...since this whole thing started its been goign on) max (who i know im not supposed to talk to, but it was a random # and i was at mikes house in front of him) called me and was like hey how are you i havent talked to you in a while. just seeing how you were doing? anything goign on tonight? we shoudl all go hang out. MEANING MIEK TOO! weird. but wow thats awesome. and then michael called me to be liek did you have fun last night? i hope you did. i love him and brandon and zac. wow! and he was like you shoudl definatley caom hang out with us tonight. ditch your other plans come hangout with us. that makes me feel good. and then colleen who i thought whored me out friday night, but they really did come to loisville (so im sorry for saying you whored me out) called me. i didnt answer but she was at vivkies with michael, so im assuming it was a drunk dial and it makes me feel good colleen called me because she never does! wowzerz. mayebim on a roll and lauren will start to call me! lol....i miss her. im glad brittayn and i are hanging out more. i love her and im so glad she has changed. im ean i liked her before, but college has been godo for her. she is so much more open minded and we can go do so many more things because she wants to! its awesome! jillians shoudl be awesome! ( I HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER DOLLFACE!)
i start jillians tomorrow! im so nervous! kind of. i mean ive been through this so many times before i know what to expect but its a new job, so of coarse im nervous. im kinda glad im goign into this atleast knowing some people, or having aquaintances you know.
i dont know but things are goign amazing..and im so happy. i start habitat fro humanity NEXT saturday because im lazy! hahahah im so excited.
lets see, mike an i are so happy together. he just move and i love his new house! it so big and perfect for him and his mom. it kinda far away from my house, but its right by my tanning bed, and target and he just got a job at lowes right down the street! and at the kiosk thing at school! well see which one pays more. i think lowes, but hell do what he wants and ill be happy for him. im so happy he gets along with my new friends! it makes me so happy! i thought he wouldnt but he does. and my old ones he likes now! yes! they all get along! im so happy with that. the only thing im not happy about is i get so drunk so easily because of that damn medicine and the fact i havent drank in ooo probably a year. well i have but not liek i used to, so you know. its pathetic. buti think its funn.
i wish i could have gone out last night, but i was so tired from moving that there was no way i could make it! lol
plus i met 6 new people on friday! 6 wowzers im on a roll! lol
omg it makes me feel so good when people call me randomly. mike said this yesterday and i didnt really think about it. i mean i call people they call me, but when peopel out of the blue call me just to talk and see how i am. i love that. it makes me feel good. like yesterday (notice karma steps in...since this whole thing started its been goign on) max (who i know im not supposed to talk to, but it was a random # and i was at mikes house in front of him) called me and was like hey how are you i havent talked to you in a while. just seeing how you were doing? anything goign on tonight? we shoudl all go hang out. MEANING MIEK TOO! weird. but wow thats awesome. and then michael called me to be liek did you have fun last night? i hope you did. i love him and brandon and zac. wow! and he was like you shoudl definatley caom hang out with us tonight. ditch your other plans come hangout with us. that makes me feel good. and then colleen who i thought whored me out friday night, but they really did come to loisville (so im sorry for saying you whored me out) called me. i didnt answer but she was at vivkies with michael, so im assuming it was a drunk dial and it makes me feel good colleen called me because she never does! wowzerz. mayebim on a roll and lauren will start to call me! lol....i miss her. im glad brittayn and i are hanging out more. i love her and im so glad she has changed. im ean i liked her before, but college has been godo for her. she is so much more open minded and we can go do so many more things because she wants to! its awesome! jillians shoudl be awesome! ( I HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER DOLLFACE!)
i start jillians tomorrow! im so nervous! kind of. i mean ive been through this so many times before i know what to expect but its a new job, so of coarse im nervous. im kinda glad im goign into this atleast knowing some people, or having aquaintances you know.
i dont know but things are goign amazing..and im so happy. i start habitat fro humanity NEXT saturday because im lazy! hahahah im so excited.