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uh! today sucks! i was so excited about the ul/uk game and goign to lexington with brittany and then last night things chanegd a little.
he took me out to dinner at cafe 360 and then we went walked around bardstown rd. yea he has lied to me and yea that does suck but if i think about it he is ALWAYS with me so its not liek he spends any of his time iwth other girls, except at school and thats not liek he has time to cheat on me right? and if he does and i find out then were for sure over. so then we go into ear-x-tacy and i grab my favorite jones soda and were liek ok whatever the top says is what we have to do in our relationship being gay and joking around and, of coarse, it says "try again."
so i guess that were meant to be together wahtever..
and im pissed because i was really excited to go with brittany and then she was all mean about it. im sorry! its not that easy. you arnt here all the time, he is. it just sucks because it feels liek all my friends arnt really my friends any more. lauren could care less and doesnt want to talk to me and brittany is always mad about mike and im sorry!
what teh hell i can never do anything right! if hes happy you all arnt, if you all are happy he isnt, or my parents arnt of whatever but either way i never seem to be able to be happy.
he took me out to dinner at cafe 360 and then we went walked around bardstown rd. yea he has lied to me and yea that does suck but if i think about it he is ALWAYS with me so its not liek he spends any of his time iwth other girls, except at school and thats not liek he has time to cheat on me right? and if he does and i find out then were for sure over. so then we go into ear-x-tacy and i grab my favorite jones soda and were liek ok whatever the top says is what we have to do in our relationship being gay and joking around and, of coarse, it says "try again."
so i guess that were meant to be together wahtever..
and im pissed because i was really excited to go with brittany and then she was all mean about it. im sorry! its not that easy. you arnt here all the time, he is. it just sucks because it feels liek all my friends arnt really my friends any more. lauren could care less and doesnt want to talk to me and brittany is always mad about mike and im sorry!
what teh hell i can never do anything right! if hes happy you all arnt, if you all are happy he isnt, or my parents arnt of whatever but either way i never seem to be able to be happy.