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michael:
i still cant believe you lied to me.
its not like you cheated on me, but you snuck around and lied.
you made such a big deal that i stay away from any guy i had ever been with,
and even with my guy friends.
but yet its okay for you, to talk to your ex girlfried, after i ask you not to,
its okay for you to lie,
and it really pisses me off because i called you out on it so many times
my exact words were "your lying, your hiding something"
and you blow up and yell at me about how i dont trust you and almost break up wth me
because i tell you i dont trust you and i think your lying to me.
wow. you made me feel liek i was the shitty one.
so we are officially broke up. as of last night. im so angry with you i cant believe you did that
you said youd never lie to me again, but how many times have i heard that?
this sucks.
if you love me you need to start acting like it, and stop treating me like im always supposed to be there and treating me like im there because you love me an i want to be. i think ( i do it to) you took me for granted. i think this time the break up is serious im not taking you back yet. i dont want to, you hurt me to bad. i know ive done things, but never with and ex boyfriend and never broke a promise with a person. i mean a cigarette is a little different than an exgirlfriend. dont you think?
FUCK! i cant believe you. ouch. this one hurt to bad i cant forgive you this easily this time.
i still love you but your going to have to show me you want to be with me, make more of an effort in the relationship than what you have been. i realize you work and go to school and your tired. so do i. yet i still wake up at 5 am every morning, go to school, go to work, go straght to your house after i get off, lay around with you even when im not tired, stay there intil 11:30. until you go to work. go home do homework, sleep until you call me and then wake up and repeat the process. i dont see how in the hell you have time to call these people anyway. and that doesnt bother me that you talk to them, it others me that you promise you wont, then you tell me your tired or you dont have anything else to say and sut me off and get off the phone, turn around and call who ever.
if you lied to me once youll do it again. prove to me you love me and you want to be with me and then maybe we can get back together. and it wont be this weekend i can tell you that i dont knw how long this will take.
god and i was goign to quit my job, that i love, to help you pay for school because you hate ups and you do that? you would let me do that and lie to me to my face, making me feel liek the shitty girlfriend? i left work early the other day to surprise you! i left my mandatory seminar early to surprise you and you let me believe i was the wrong one. i didnt belive i was wasting my gas to drive all the way out there to see you, but i guess i was.
i cant believe you would do that! you would never surprise me would you? you wouldnt never leave something liek that? damn im the stuipid girl. the one i always make fun of. i let everyone say what they wanted for a long time because i thought you were different but they saw it and i didnt. you made them all right.
you wanted so bad to talk to her to hide it from me, well you dint have to hide it anymore talk to her all you want. because were not together anymore.
and i dont know what im goign to do. all my friends are gone, my boyfriend lies, i was already dealing with depression now its just worse, im broke, tell what i have to be happy about right now? it was supposed to be you. no i my hearts just broken.
i still cant believe you lied to me.
its not like you cheated on me, but you snuck around and lied.
you made such a big deal that i stay away from any guy i had ever been with,
and even with my guy friends.
but yet its okay for you, to talk to your ex girlfried, after i ask you not to,
its okay for you to lie,
and it really pisses me off because i called you out on it so many times
my exact words were "your lying, your hiding something"
and you blow up and yell at me about how i dont trust you and almost break up wth me
because i tell you i dont trust you and i think your lying to me.
wow. you made me feel liek i was the shitty one.
so we are officially broke up. as of last night. im so angry with you i cant believe you did that
you said youd never lie to me again, but how many times have i heard that?
this sucks.
if you love me you need to start acting like it, and stop treating me like im always supposed to be there and treating me like im there because you love me an i want to be. i think ( i do it to) you took me for granted. i think this time the break up is serious im not taking you back yet. i dont want to, you hurt me to bad. i know ive done things, but never with and ex boyfriend and never broke a promise with a person. i mean a cigarette is a little different than an exgirlfriend. dont you think?
FUCK! i cant believe you. ouch. this one hurt to bad i cant forgive you this easily this time.
i still love you but your going to have to show me you want to be with me, make more of an effort in the relationship than what you have been. i realize you work and go to school and your tired. so do i. yet i still wake up at 5 am every morning, go to school, go to work, go straght to your house after i get off, lay around with you even when im not tired, stay there intil 11:30. until you go to work. go home do homework, sleep until you call me and then wake up and repeat the process. i dont see how in the hell you have time to call these people anyway. and that doesnt bother me that you talk to them, it others me that you promise you wont, then you tell me your tired or you dont have anything else to say and sut me off and get off the phone, turn around and call who ever.
if you lied to me once youll do it again. prove to me you love me and you want to be with me and then maybe we can get back together. and it wont be this weekend i can tell you that i dont knw how long this will take.
god and i was goign to quit my job, that i love, to help you pay for school because you hate ups and you do that? you would let me do that and lie to me to my face, making me feel liek the shitty girlfriend? i left work early the other day to surprise you! i left my mandatory seminar early to surprise you and you let me believe i was the wrong one. i didnt belive i was wasting my gas to drive all the way out there to see you, but i guess i was.
i cant believe you would do that! you would never surprise me would you? you wouldnt never leave something liek that? damn im the stuipid girl. the one i always make fun of. i let everyone say what they wanted for a long time because i thought you were different but they saw it and i didnt. you made them all right.
you wanted so bad to talk to her to hide it from me, well you dint have to hide it anymore talk to her all you want. because were not together anymore.
and i dont know what im goign to do. all my friends are gone, my boyfriend lies, i was already dealing with depression now its just worse, im broke, tell what i have to be happy about right now? it was supposed to be you. no i my hearts just broken.