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so like the idiot i am i realize today that tournament is in october and that i am in no way in shape for this...now when i blew off class tonight to sleep with mike before he went to work (actually sleep not sex you dirty minded people!), i knew there as a reason i was regretting not going....so lets count it down...10weeks....is that enough to get in shape and ready? umm in shape possibly ready? no..( by the way im typing in the dark becasue the wireless internet now only workes in the living room and i cant sleep and my mom made me turn off the light....) so in order to fit into my wieght least i need to lose 5 lbs...which doesnt sound like a lot but i havent been eating right so the fat ads on and muscle off so not the right kind of wieght....so for the next 10 weeks mon thrugh thursday i will be devoted to squat thrusts, running, dieting, sparring, sweating , and what ever else my instructor sees fit to kick my ass....im winning this year..which wont be a challenge because michelles gone because she went away for college, but kristin and nicole..damn okay maybe i have compitition...yea definatly...hopefully im older than nicole and out of kristens weight class...so yea that 5 lbs....not that big of deal right? but it is beacuse i have to build mucscle...muscle weighs more than fat..you know the deal...this sucks...so i need to lose a lot more weight than 5 lbs....probably around 8 or 10....damn this sucks...they've been talking to me about this for weeks and it just registers now....stupid stupid stupid stupid...not to mention i have to come up with a routine, perfect my form and my kicks have to be higher....plus ive been talking for months about this arial i plan on doing..yea right....one handed cartwheel is hard enough; now break a boared and no hands i dont thinks so...
any way lauren: the discussion yesterday in your drunkeness about me not being able to fight... okay so ive been in one fight and i wouldnt consider that fight....300 lbs black girl against 135lb amber hmmm....yea thats scary! i held my own though you have to give me that....but dude the whole thing about you dont think i could hurt anyone if i punched them and street fighting is different than tae kwon do...blah blah blah..so i walked in my room and realized hey dude! i broke a center block with my fist....what could i do to a persons head..so ;P uuuummmmmm! pooopy on you! im sorry i havent been in as many fights as you because people liek me more! lol just kidding! lol
anyway enough of that...me and mikey ung out all day today and it was absolutley wonderfl... i love him so much...we slept most of the day though....i think i got ther a 10 an we slept until 230 and then we wnet back to bed at 530 and woke back up around 930...its not even the fact that we have to do anytihng...i just like being with him...i sleep so much better when im with him...its amazing...hes amazing! i think they need to up the millagrams on my meds its not working.. i still cant sleep! aahahahaahhaahhhahahahah i have to get up in 3.5 hours! ahahah i bet i wont go to bed at all....see what i mean i only sleep when im with him....becaus ei feel comfortable....or maybe its just because ive slpt all day? who knows?