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How many months later? it's definitely been awhile. Yes, August 30th was one of the worst days of my life. Yes, the other 2 times i've had to say goodbye were the second worst days of my life. But yes, he is still in my life. We still talk everyday. we are not dating, but i love him. not much has changed, other than we don't talk until 3AM every night and I don't see him very often.
But yes, i am alive. i am doing well considering i wasn't at all 2 months ago. i am happy. my biggest fear of coming to school has not yet come true, and i don't see it coming true anytime soon. i miss milwaukee dearly, but i am ok with eau claire (for now). I don't know what i am doing with my life but i am ok with it. my stress level is not the same as it was in high school. it's much lower, and i am happy.
my best friends i had in high school are still my best friends. i have a 3.6 gpa. my roommate is amazing but her boyfriend is not (sorry). but i love and respect her enough to not care so much.
my job sucks and it is not rocky's but i am making money.
i have had dreams about him the last 4 nights, and it sucks when i wake up, but at least i get to see him. <3
But yes, i am alive. i am doing well considering i wasn't at all 2 months ago. i am happy. my biggest fear of coming to school has not yet come true, and i don't see it coming true anytime soon. i miss milwaukee dearly, but i am ok with eau claire (for now). I don't know what i am doing with my life but i am ok with it. my stress level is not the same as it was in high school. it's much lower, and i am happy.
my best friends i had in high school are still my best friends. i have a 3.6 gpa. my roommate is amazing but her boyfriend is not (sorry). but i love and respect her enough to not care so much.
my job sucks and it is not rocky's but i am making money.
i have had dreams about him the last 4 nights, and it sucks when i wake up, but at least i get to see him. <3