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Spring Break: Day 4.
I have been pretty lazy. I washed my hair today, and it's still curly, because i'm too lazy to straighten it, since i'm not going out. There was a lot of drama today. I woke up. Glanced at my desk, because I adore my computer. And saw flowers. Roses, to be specific. Oh, alright. My sister probably picked them for my mom. Walk closer. I'm nosey, there's a note. I read it. "It's not the chase, it's YOU. I love you." WOAH, WOAH, WOAH. I had probably the dirtiest look on my face, ever. Stephen knows that i'm a hopeless romantic, and normally I would melt if a boy did something like that for me. This just pissed me off. Brian is insecure as is. Now I have my ex boyfriend leaving me flowers and saying he loves me, etc. So I told Stephen that the only way to solve this is if we stop talking for awhile. Because what he wants out of our friendship, and what I want are two very different things. I am in love with an amazing person. And I wouldn't change that for the world. Yeah, I said it. I am. And imagine that. It's only been 24 days. And ask me if I care. No, I don't. Now that that's cleared up.. Lauren's idiotic .. guy has decided that he was being a complete idiot and wants her to give him a second chance. Now granted, she is. Because everyone deserves a second chance. But when that second chance becomes a third, fourth, and fifth. It becomes ridiculous. So I told her she's doing the right thing by giving him a second chance. She was miserable without him. But if he pulls this shit again, I will be the first to break his right leg. I've discovered i'm not the only person who gives dirty looks to the first person I see in the morning. Or is just angry at them for no apparent reason. Lauren shares that same cynicism. THEY WOKE ME UP. Fuckerssss. Hmm.. I'm mailing out my postcard to Brian tomorrow. He finally found out what his address is. I miss him. SO much. Meh.
I have been pretty lazy. I washed my hair today, and it's still curly, because i'm too lazy to straighten it, since i'm not going out. There was a lot of drama today. I woke up. Glanced at my desk, because I adore my computer. And saw flowers. Roses, to be specific. Oh, alright. My sister probably picked them for my mom. Walk closer. I'm nosey, there's a note. I read it. "It's not the chase, it's YOU. I love you." WOAH, WOAH, WOAH. I had probably the dirtiest look on my face, ever. Stephen knows that i'm a hopeless romantic, and normally I would melt if a boy did something like that for me. This just pissed me off. Brian is insecure as is. Now I have my ex boyfriend leaving me flowers and saying he loves me, etc. So I told Stephen that the only way to solve this is if we stop talking for awhile. Because what he wants out of our friendship, and what I want are two very different things. I am in love with an amazing person. And I wouldn't change that for the world. Yeah, I said it. I am. And imagine that. It's only been 24 days. And ask me if I care. No, I don't. Now that that's cleared up.. Lauren's idiotic .. guy has decided that he was being a complete idiot and wants her to give him a second chance. Now granted, she is. Because everyone deserves a second chance. But when that second chance becomes a third, fourth, and fifth. It becomes ridiculous. So I told her she's doing the right thing by giving him a second chance. She was miserable without him. But if he pulls this shit again, I will be the first to break his right leg. I've discovered i'm not the only person who gives dirty looks to the first person I see in the morning. Or is just angry at them for no apparent reason. Lauren shares that same cynicism. THEY WOKE ME UP. Fuckerssss. Hmm.. I'm mailing out my postcard to Brian tomorrow. He finally found out what his address is. I miss him. SO much. Meh.