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why is that all the awesome things happen in orlando after i move? why is it that i hated orlando while i lived there, yet when i look at my friends pictures and read their journals i can't help but long being able to join in on the fun. i have an amazing time here in philadelphia, and i met the boy of my dreams and my purpose of living... but sometimes i miss the crazy-ness of orlando. i miss the enormous consumption of alcohol i used to partake in, and i miss being such a fucking bitch. [actually, sometimes i regret being such a bitch. because i know i could have had a lot more awesome friendships if weren't so terrible]. i dunno.. maybe it's the fact that i don't have any girl friends in philadelphia that makes me cherish the ones i have in orlando. i'm trying to make new friends, but it's so hard to do that with girls. it's easier to be friends with boys than it is to brush my teeth. yet with girls, it's so freakin' difficult. anything "friendly" you could say to a girl makes you seem like a lesbo. grrr.. anyone have any pointers? haha.
i dunno.. i just need a girl to hang with.
i dunno.. i just need a girl to hang with.