sadness...yet happyness
Well.Im back in school and it feels great.Saw ppl i havent seen for ever and im having a blast.But i do miss everyone else.Bre,Nicole,nick,devin everyone.I cant believe they left me.But its ok.I'll see you guys soon!Hmm...This week has been very depressing for me tho.Yesterday i was watching home videos from when i was 10.When my family was actually a family.When the holidays were..well holidays.Watching it made me cry.Seeing how happy my mom used to be with my dad and how much fun we had.It wasnt that long ago now that i look at it.Seems like its been forever since the whole family was together..but its only been like three or four years.I was looking at how beautiful my house used to look when my mom lived there..Now i actually appreciate what she did for all us kids.I see us on my birthday..getting a christmas tree and laughing together..Opening presents on christmas morning when everyone else was asleep.actually getting presents.I dont get presents now all i get is money.Im still greatful that they care tho.I was looking at a video of me and my brother joel at a picnic thing and looking at how happy we were.It felt like he was right here with me.I miss my brother more then anything.Im so sad that he moved to nevada and left me here to rot with fucking idiots.The house was so wonderful and now it looks like a crackhouse.My dad fucked it all up.My mom did so much for this family and i didnt realize it until now.Makes me sad to think what a bitch i was to her.I love my mother.I love my brothers.i love my sister..i dont know about my dad yet....well anyways im going to stop complaining.
Ive been hanging out with kelvin alot.Trying to help him.I love being around him.I love him.Im in love with him.But yea...I miss everyone lots
Rita i do miss your annoyingnesss
Bre i miss you and everything about you..and i know you like kelvin. i love you lol! <33
nick and devin and ppl i just love you guys...
And id like to apologize to anyone i was a bitch to.Im sorry.I love you guys
Kelvin i love you...always
Ive been hanging out with kelvin alot.Trying to help him.I love being around him.I love him.Im in love with him.But yea...I miss everyone lots
Rita i do miss your annoyingnesss
Bre i miss you and everything about you..and i know you like kelvin. i love you lol! <33
nick and devin and ppl i just love you guys...
And id like to apologize to anyone i was a bitch to.Im sorry.I love you guys
Kelvin i love you...always