New start.
Well I think I'm going to start writing in this journal again...sort of as another new start.
It was brother's birthday yesterday and tonight he is having his party,
so their's probably going to be a bunch of drunk people running around which is always fun to watch.
I also guess I'm filling in on drums for the band Take It To The Morgue, which should be fun.
Yesterday wasn't that great...for many reasons, one being me almost getting kicked out of my house.
I feel exactly the same as I did last year now...I'm not happy, but I'm not sad...I hate it.
I'm always like this and I have always been like this.
Sure I mean I'm happy around people, but when I'm alone, I let everything get to me.
But for some reason I would rather be alone than with people.
I make no sense what so ever...blah I'm done with this for now.
It was brother's birthday yesterday and tonight he is having his party,
so their's probably going to be a bunch of drunk people running around which is always fun to watch.
I also guess I'm filling in on drums for the band Take It To The Morgue, which should be fun.
Yesterday wasn't that great...for many reasons, one being me almost getting kicked out of my house.
I feel exactly the same as I did last year now...I'm not happy, but I'm not sad...I hate it.
I'm always like this and I have always been like this.
Sure I mean I'm happy around people, but when I'm alone, I let everything get to me.
But for some reason I would rather be alone than with people.
I make no sense what so ever...blah I'm done with this for now.