My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me. So won't you kill me, so i die happy.
"this is incredible.
Starving, insatiable,
yes, this is love for the first time.
Well you'd like to think that you were invincible.
Yeah, well weren't we all once before we felt loss for the first time?
Well this is the last time."
Ahh! i love those lyrics.
So today was pretty good for once. Got up, fought with my brother (normal), went to school, went to ALL my classes today. Lunch was great, hung out with everyone, i wish lunch was longer, that'd be great... it is much needed. That was the good thing about Sandalwood, we got an hour for lunch.If i could go back to Sandalwood and drag all my ed white friends with me, that would be the greatest thing ever. Yep just me being a wishful thinker. Came home ate lots of chicken wings and played way too much super mario. My mom made me play forgger with her! Tonight Pnutt, Ryan, Jackie, and Evan/Stryder showed up in my front yard . It was a great surprise, i was so bored. Had a lot of fun, played more super nintendo, just hung out then we watched Fast Times At Ridgemont High (best movie of all time). Vernardo showed up and after everyone left he drove me to Lanna's. I love that kid.
Yep so lately i've been feeling shitty because i like someone and i don't know how they feel and i'm too scared to find out. But the thing is, i'm pretty good ok friends with this person, and he has a girlfriend type thingy as far as i know. i hate this. I want to just tell him and get it over with and off my chest but i don't want to make things weird between us. Although i think he knows already, apparently i'm bad at hiding my feelings, people say they can read me like an open book.
Leave it to girls to make things a hell of a lot more complicated then they should be! Ahhhhh!
<3<3<3<3<3
xo sara
Starving, insatiable,
yes, this is love for the first time.
Well you'd like to think that you were invincible.
Yeah, well weren't we all once before we felt loss for the first time?
Well this is the last time."
Ahh! i love those lyrics.
So today was pretty good for once. Got up, fought with my brother (normal), went to school, went to ALL my classes today. Lunch was great, hung out with everyone, i wish lunch was longer, that'd be great... it is much needed. That was the good thing about Sandalwood, we got an hour for lunch.If i could go back to Sandalwood and drag all my ed white friends with me, that would be the greatest thing ever. Yep just me being a wishful thinker. Came home ate lots of chicken wings and played way too much super mario. My mom made me play forgger with her! Tonight Pnutt, Ryan, Jackie, and Evan/Stryder showed up in my front yard . It was a great surprise, i was so bored. Had a lot of fun, played more super nintendo, just hung out then we watched Fast Times At Ridgemont High (best movie of all time). Vernardo showed up and after everyone left he drove me to Lanna's. I love that kid.
Yep so lately i've been feeling shitty because i like someone and i don't know how they feel and i'm too scared to find out. But the thing is, i'm pretty good ok friends with this person, and he has a girlfriend type thingy as far as i know. i hate this. I want to just tell him and get it over with and off my chest but i don't want to make things weird between us. Although i think he knows already, apparently i'm bad at hiding my feelings, people say they can read me like an open book.
Leave it to girls to make things a hell of a lot more complicated then they should be! Ahhhhh!
<3<3<3<3<3
xo sara