sad but true
And does he notice, my feelings for him?
And will he see, how much he means to me?
I think it's not to be
And will we ever, end up together?
No, I think not, it's never to become
For I am not the one.
you know in movies, or plays or whatever, when the characters in the movie are doing a play and the play eventually comes to parallel the lives of the characters of the movie that are doing the play (confusing, i know, but its easy once you get it), well i think that my life has come to be like that. and it sucks a whole lot.
today i got a fortune from an orange fortune cookie and it said, "Your love life will soon be happy and harmonious." i laughed at the immense irony of it. guess who gave me the cookie.
the other day, in morning between 5 and 6 am, i kept having this dream where i was late for something and i kept forcing myself awake to see if i really was late. in reality i wasnt late for school because it was still only like 5. but then when i would fall asleep again, i would have that same thing happen, not the exact same dream but the same senario, where im somewhere and someone tells me im really late for something. maybe its trying to tell me something.
or i could just be completely crazy.
anyways, mixed feelings as usual that i hope will go away really soon.
love to you all, and i hope you have an amazing three day weekend.
xoxoxox