Feb 11, 2004 16:45
I mask everything. Nobody will ever know the real me. I mask everything so nobody sees what I really am. Today I was pissed off at a couple people but I just smiled and laughed with them as if nothing were wrong at all. Of course they have no idea that I know that they lied to me the night before.Do you know what it feels like to like a person that sits really close to you in class... and know that they feel nothing towards you that way? It sucks the big one. I can't just tell her I like her because she can use it agains't me. She doesn't like me back so she'll just spread rumors. Fucking people.