The look of the blank
I'm thinking to much...a single look it all it took...I swear I was shook, I've never felt like that before...
I want more, but not as the whore...I want to take that open door and store my life inside of it with no regrets, no frets as I let my true self shine through to you.
It shouldn't hurt like it does, it should stun like you do, I shouldn't scream like I do when I feel like I've lost you, its all their fault for stealing me away in a single heart breaking day, no goodbye, no time to cry, too much pain to pay...
As soon as I feel complete I'm back where I started, back at the feet, its so hard to compete when you aren't complete...
Its screaming doom in my room all alone at night when your voice bounces off the walls, the smiles that light up your eyes and make me shy burn in my mind and never die...
I can't control what I feel, not when I feel it so deep. I don't want to be alone anymore, I don't want to be the whore, I want more...I want you to love me like you can't take it anymore..
But I hold back, I feel like a disgrace and hide my face, I know shes important, shes yours and your meant to be hers but we were each others first...its all their fault for stealing me away on that fateful day, and now all I can do is pray that things will go your way and life will continue without a hitch, I feel like a bitch...I want you back, I want you mine, I want to have you all the time, so frazzled I lose my ryme..
I keep going on and on but it makes no sense, such suspence and hence I cry and feel a little part of me die...Please hear my plea and at the same time I want you not, I hate to be the one to split you up but I...want you back, i want you mine, I want to have you all the time...
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