For him
majority of the time i believe you sincerely just this time i cant help but feel like ive been down this path before.... oh yeah thats right it feels somewhat like............Being lied to.
Not the first time ive been lied to by a boy
what the fuck is wrong with me am why do i pick all the wrong ones.
lord knows this one means more to me than any of the other ones have come close to
i just feel fucking betrayed. why? because hes been there through the other jerk offs and shit and knows whats wrong with me.
I really am fucking retarded i dunno wwhat i thought would be so different this time around guess i found out trust means nearly nothing. him out of all people....
I do want to assume nothing happened.
although for starters it shouldnt matter to me because were not going out.
Just what pisses me off is knowing that he knew i hated her way long ago if anything happend...
and i cant help but think something did happen because when i asked if anything happened there was a pause and a "I think i made out with her once."
and when i heard that evan said that he got dragged out by will and rolo to some 16 yearolds house in possibly santa rosa after lower class brats...
yanno leads me to think......
ugh i hope to god im wrong... really i do.
allmost even dont wanna see him till i know for sure.
or for that matter of fact go anywhere with him or be anywhere around him because its so gonna fuckin break me 10x's as bad as anything else.
Not the first time ive been lied to by a boy
what the fuck is wrong with me am why do i pick all the wrong ones.
lord knows this one means more to me than any of the other ones have come close to
i just feel fucking betrayed. why? because hes been there through the other jerk offs and shit and knows whats wrong with me.
I really am fucking retarded i dunno wwhat i thought would be so different this time around guess i found out trust means nearly nothing. him out of all people....
I do want to assume nothing happened.
although for starters it shouldnt matter to me because were not going out.
Just what pisses me off is knowing that he knew i hated her way long ago if anything happend...
and i cant help but think something did happen because when i asked if anything happened there was a pause and a "I think i made out with her once."
and when i heard that evan said that he got dragged out by will and rolo to some 16 yearolds house in possibly santa rosa after lower class brats...
yanno leads me to think......
ugh i hope to god im wrong... really i do.
allmost even dont wanna see him till i know for sure.
or for that matter of fact go anywhere with him or be anywhere around him because its so gonna fuckin break me 10x's as bad as anything else.