Nipple
No i take that back the other day today would have to be the worst day of my life. Last night ihad a dream i commited suicide then the morning was kindy dull but i was excided to see Kevin. before 3rd he was all happ yand such but then after 3rd this girl was twisting his nipple i said"dont do that he is going to get breast cancer" joking around. He got all pissed and told me to get the fuck away from him and stay away. he told everyone that he was pissed at me from 4th to right now i have cried non stop. i dont think i have ever cried over a guy ( tells you how much i care for him) and then to make matters worst my parents were saying that i come off slutty. ok no! I'm sry i try not to make myself look that way. They also think that 14 year olds shouldn't even kiss on the lips?! wth??? ok thats so childish i dont think any of my friends my age are virgins other than jessie and dansir!! So Yeah! I really care for Kevin if ya'll haven't noticed my parents told me to stop talking about guys so i am not going to tell them anything anymore. Well anyways i really don't want him to be mad at me over stupid ass shit. i honestly think that people saw me cry today that have never seen me cry before. To make things even better i have to go to court tomorrow and testifly! yeah,........no! I don't wanna be there i don't know where i wanna be. I usally enjoy school because i get to see Kevin but now he won't even look at me. When I am home my parents yell at me or each other. So wtf am I going to do?? Kevin if you could only know how I feel about you. Maybe your feelings would change. And for those of you thinking that i am over reacting about this i really can't help it. i can't get over him. I think i am in love with someone who sometimes treats me like shit then other times loves me to death and makes me feel like i am on top of the world. I have never felt this feeling like i feel with i am with him. I won't even hug Brin O' Conner today b/c it just doesn't feel right! I just want Him to feel the same way i do you know??