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i hate this. I dont want to be mad at ne body..even if they ARE the immature, dumbass people who only talk shit. I need to move away somewhere. Somwhere sooooo far from here. I want to go somewhere where no one knows me. You know, it's none of my business what goes on with george and amber and jen. I dont want ne part of it. Im only pissed that he's bringing in me and sara...when we have nothing to do with it. i didnt have a problem with him untill he did that. I know he's mad at jen for saying something..and I dont blame him. But, there's no need to lie..or bring other innocent people into this stupid shit. I want to be able to hang out with everyone and not worry about fucking grudges. I mean, what the hell ever happened to being around each other..without drama? Or, at least it wasn't blown out of proportion. I dont need this little middle school drama shit..you know.."he said, she said..bullshit"..I dont need to be ne ones mediator...you're all old enough now to handle it yourselves. I would liketo just completely start from scratch. Forget everyone down here. forget ne fights..just CLEAR my mind from it all. BUt, I dont think Ill ever escapethis hell. Im not blaming everyone BUT me about this shit. I LET myself become a part of it..and I should have said NO form the beginning. But, I didnt. I wish michael was here..or I could talk to him. I need it. Life is too short to deal with all this. I could die tommarow..and still be mad at george..at jason..at all of you. Im so fed up. I want to keep friendships..but, very few of them. nobody comment if it's juts to prolong this shit..but, your intitled to ur opinions and I respect that. Just be man enough..or even woman enough to say who u r..not ne anonymous shit. goodbye..and good luck to your lives