boys suck
they really do... except for aneel cos he listened to me complain...
so dave and i apparently broke up--monday... and he informed me TODAY...what the fuck... this is how the convo today went:
him(3:56:34 PM): hay
me(3:56:36 PM): hey
him (3:56:41 PM): whats
him (3:56:43 PM): up
me (3:56:46 PM): nm
me (3:56:47 PM): u?
him (3:56:52 PM): nothing
him (3:56:56 PM): so
him (3:57:15 PM): i guess were friends now
me (3:57:21 PM): ?
him(3:57:48 PM): arent we friends
me (3:57:50 PM): yea
me(3:58:00 PM): i thought we were more then friends dave
him (3:58:42 PM): well i dont know i mean you like me but it only stays there
him (3:59:12 PM): i mean im looking for some one who i can have a relationship with
him (3:59:25 PM): you know what im saying
me (3:59:31 PM): yes
him (3:59:42 PM): no hard feeling right
me(3:59:53 PM): whatever
him (3:59:56 PM): and also im moving to virgina
him (4:00:01 PM): remember
me (4:00:06 PM): yea
him(4:00:26 PM): you wouldnt be able to come with me right
me (4:00:36 PM): yea i wouldnt
him (4:00:37 PM): or do you have to stay home
him (4:00:58 PM): if i left then were would it have left us
me (4:01:08 PM): yea
him (4:02:05 PM): but you know what who knows what can happen in the future
him (4:02:16 PM): but who knows
him (4:02:51 PM): i still care about you
him (4:03:02 PM): and ill still come over
him (4:03:10 PM): if you want
him (4:03:19 PM): are you there
me (4:03:22 PM): yea
him(4:03:33 PM): are you ok
me (4:03:47 PM): yea
him (4:03:59 PM): i gtg but ill im you in alittle ok
him (4:04:04 PM): brb
me (4:04:07 PM): ok
Dave signed off at 4:04:15 PM.
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how fucked up is that. seriously. i'm mad... but whatever...most my anger is from having to drive home in a whole lot of traffic...that 15-25 min drive took almost and hour... people were cutting me off...i was cursing/flipping the bird... my mom was hitting me for doing so (haha) and i had the music blasted...pissed more people off who pissed me off..blah blah blah... so that was just the perfect way to calm me down...*sarcasm*...
yea so i'm going to sleep since as a high school junior, sleep is a rarity.
oh quick "shout-out" to julie @ ichs... i'm still lovin' that scratch...lol
so dave and i apparently broke up--monday... and he informed me TODAY...what the fuck... this is how the convo today went:
him(3:56:34 PM): hay
me(3:56:36 PM): hey
him (3:56:41 PM): whats
him (3:56:43 PM): up
me (3:56:46 PM): nm
me (3:56:47 PM): u?
him (3:56:52 PM): nothing
him (3:56:56 PM): so
him (3:57:15 PM): i guess were friends now
me (3:57:21 PM): ?
him(3:57:48 PM): arent we friends
me (3:57:50 PM): yea
me(3:58:00 PM): i thought we were more then friends dave
him (3:58:42 PM): well i dont know i mean you like me but it only stays there
him (3:59:12 PM): i mean im looking for some one who i can have a relationship with
him (3:59:25 PM): you know what im saying
me (3:59:31 PM): yes
him (3:59:42 PM): no hard feeling right
me(3:59:53 PM): whatever
him (3:59:56 PM): and also im moving to virgina
him (4:00:01 PM): remember
me (4:00:06 PM): yea
him(4:00:26 PM): you wouldnt be able to come with me right
me (4:00:36 PM): yea i wouldnt
him (4:00:37 PM): or do you have to stay home
him (4:00:58 PM): if i left then were would it have left us
me (4:01:08 PM): yea
him (4:02:05 PM): but you know what who knows what can happen in the future
him (4:02:16 PM): but who knows
him (4:02:51 PM): i still care about you
him (4:03:02 PM): and ill still come over
him (4:03:10 PM): if you want
him (4:03:19 PM): are you there
me (4:03:22 PM): yea
him(4:03:33 PM): are you ok
me (4:03:47 PM): yea
him (4:03:59 PM): i gtg but ill im you in alittle ok
him (4:04:04 PM): brb
me (4:04:07 PM): ok
Dave signed off at 4:04:15 PM.
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how fucked up is that. seriously. i'm mad... but whatever...most my anger is from having to drive home in a whole lot of traffic...that 15-25 min drive took almost and hour... people were cutting me off...i was cursing/flipping the bird... my mom was hitting me for doing so (haha) and i had the music blasted...pissed more people off who pissed me off..blah blah blah... so that was just the perfect way to calm me down...*sarcasm*...
yea so i'm going to sleep since as a high school junior, sleep is a rarity.
oh quick "shout-out" to julie @ ichs... i'm still lovin' that scratch...lol