Sep 03, 2004 16:16
Life is shitty, work is chill i guess being a waiter is gonna be the best job ive had. Night school - i signed up for it ha i hope i go through with it. -I HATE you as much as i love you, im lower than shit right? - thanks, drunken calls i know are pathetic sorry about that but whatever you only take time to understand yourself its been to long to still hold this grudge. whatever talk your talk ill still always feel the same about you no matter how low you hold me.
I want to bring you all that is in my heart, i want to give you my everything, but ive failed you so many times. How can i stand here before you when i begin to steal what only belongs to you, I am able to bring you nothing that isnt already yours. I am so ashamed of what i ever called my own, take what i have, take these broken remains, what can i give you that you dont already deserve. YOU LAID DOWN YOUR LIFE WHEN I REFUSED TO GIVE MINE.
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