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Dec 03, 2003 19:35

I havnt really updated in a while. ill make this one meaning full atleast to me cause i never have. my life is crazy yet unproductive. leaving home has been prob the hardest thing in my whole life its hard to live everyday its hard to find strength to gain strength. i feel like im going nowhere but yet im somwhere, make sense?? i hope, i hope, i hope. Its one thing to be a student in school and wake up everyday to the same thing, i thought it was hard but it was prob the easiest time of my life i wish sometimes that i could go back in time and save myself from now , i wish i could save my family, i wish i could turn back alot of mistakes ive made i wish i could unfuck alot of girls i have " fucked" but whats done is done. Iv'e fucked over some friends in my day especailly recently to you-YOU im sorry dude, but if you cant forgive me i will always have other friends being made in my life and i enjoyed our friendship while it lasted i hope your dreams come true bring one of your genius idea's to life. I need to stop smoking weed and it needs to happen and its going to happen. im not sure where im going to be living or sleeping tomorrow or the next day or the next day, but im sure ill make it through every night and wake up every morning on my feet fitting the peaces together as well as i can as slow as it goes.

Mr. Ian Crowe- weve been friends since 3rd grade dude thats a long time, weve been through alot of stages haha there were all fun and im sure we will be through alot more, thankyou for always being there for me regardless to the shit that gets talked about me, thanks for being there for me especailly the last 6 months its been hard as fuck for me and i know you know that. youve given me alot of advice that i havnt listend too but now im starting to, know that it did get through to me. thankyou

Tacha = angel, bitch, complainer,lover, beautiful. haha thankyou soo much for everything- weve been through more than any of these people can comprehend soo im not gonna get into it.

everyone who has been there for me and helped me in there own way,even though some have talked shit, and i have fucked you over at one point, you were still there. - Dave, Adam, Chris, Eric, Kyle, Zack, Ofier,Trae, Vicki,Yardan, Mitch, Louren S, Lizzy, Lindsey, Jesse, Dolav. theres alot more if i forgot thankyou sooo much. see you sooooooon
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