uggh
I must of slept for only two hours.
I changed my layout, aka got one from a community.
I was woke up by the vandals and I though hey, today will be a good day. The vandals seriously make me soo happy, I had forgot about them. I think I need to start listening to punk again. Im getting too caught up in other bullshit, to really pay attention to what I listen to these days. i miss punk. I miss punk alot. I miss going to shows and singing along and seeing friends. I just miss the punk scene. ALOT.
Last night I got super antsy, cause of all the shit that has been going on, and cut my hair! I know guys, its a little change...(cough mullet cough). But I think it looks good. And if it doesnt please tell me so I can fix it! thanks.
It was really quiet in my last night. I was very bored. not to mention lonesome, but oh well who cares about my feelings anyways.It was also strangely warm in my room, I mean I sweated? strange.
Anyways tonight should be fun, I get to party with all my favorite b4center girls! yay!
Also Ive been thinking. I think its kinda a relief not being in a relationship, even though Im dying to be with Bryce still. I still love him alot. I thought about him all of last night. I also had an epiphany last night, I think this is the time in my life in which I will need to be alone. And breaking up with Bryce, and Charlotte moving out kinda helped me in a way. Of course both of which were shitty circumstances, and extremely saddening, I try to see things in a good light. And I believe they contributed to my healing process. yay. well not yay. Im still super depressed.
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I changed my layout, aka got one from a community.
I was woke up by the vandals and I though hey, today will be a good day. The vandals seriously make me soo happy, I had forgot about them. I think I need to start listening to punk again. Im getting too caught up in other bullshit, to really pay attention to what I listen to these days. i miss punk. I miss punk alot. I miss going to shows and singing along and seeing friends. I just miss the punk scene. ALOT.
Last night I got super antsy, cause of all the shit that has been going on, and cut my hair! I know guys, its a little change...(cough mullet cough). But I think it looks good. And if it doesnt please tell me so I can fix it! thanks.
It was really quiet in my last night. I was very bored. not to mention lonesome, but oh well who cares about my feelings anyways.It was also strangely warm in my room, I mean I sweated? strange.
Anyways tonight should be fun, I get to party with all my favorite b4center girls! yay!
Also Ive been thinking. I think its kinda a relief not being in a relationship, even though Im dying to be with Bryce still. I still love him alot. I thought about him all of last night. I also had an epiphany last night, I think this is the time in my life in which I will need to be alone. And breaking up with Bryce, and Charlotte moving out kinda helped me in a way. Of course both of which were shitty circumstances, and extremely saddening, I try to see things in a good light. And I believe they contributed to my healing process. yay. well not yay. Im still super depressed.
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