Do tears fill your eyes as your world falls apart?

[xhaloxwickedx]

Well lets see....Id like to die about NOW...John and I broke up saturday...im so confused...if he loves me why arent we together..I understand his point, he does need some time to himself and what not....I just cant let go that easy....Ive been crying almost continously since saturday....im so fucking emotional...emo kid right here....He stayed with me for a few hours after we broke up, which was sweet....ended up forgetting his keys,phone, and some credit card? I dunno he came back yesterday for them.....and chilled with me for a while...makes me smile...I didnt think I could fall this hard....but I fell for him...perfection at its best...I feel like shit....I want him here...I want to be in his arms again..right now infact....I want him to make it all go away like he used to.....I just want things the way they were before...
John, I fucking love you to death