Is this beggining of the next chapter?
I believe it is. Ok so I am officially starting the next chapter in my life. The one in which I realize that God is my best friend and that a lot of the stuff that I worry about really isn't that serious and that God always makes a way to fix everything. Like my Godbrother asked me the other day if I was stressed because of my car breaking down for the 11 millionth time and almost losing my job and many other things and I said "Why should I be?" It is really about time that I step it up and get back on track. It is so crazy the way God works stuff out. Like I was obsessing over thi guy first semester and then I forgot about him over break when I reunited with this guy I knew back in High school, although he did something that I think was very not cool, God will deal with him so I have no need to be rude or nasty. Everytime He sees me he looks all nervous like I'm gonna chew him out or something...Ok whatever. Anyway the guy I was obsessing over came around but I dont think he is part of the plan. He may even be a distraction. Who knows. So anyway, I have been writing a bunch of songs and I was like "Hey God, I dunno how to get this on some sheet music, I could but it would take forever, and even if I did, I dont think the guys would wanna play for me and even if they did I dont have a studio!!" Ok, so I know my cousin would play the piano for me but I am sure that Robert, the guy I knew back in High School, would play willingly seeing as he thinks that I think he is a jerk. Here is where it gets good, steve's (marqui's)little brother Romer plays bass and does it for a living and knows a bunch of musicians and has this computer program that writes the sheet music for you. (YES!!) ANd he knows a guy with a studio. Wow good stuff. I missed the shuttle today and of course my car still doesnt work. And my cell phone is turned off. And I'm broke and possibly jobless. WHen it rains it pours huh? Oh well God is good anyway. Until next time...