Jul 23, 2009 01:35
i have a small cat.
his name is petite.
he loves me.
i am a stranger.
in my own home.
i do not live there.
i talked to meighan today.
she always puts a brighter color in my sky.
im starting to feel i've been forgotten.
by too many things.
i've called and called. left messages and all.
i can do it wait for your call.
i miss friend. i love friend.
i can feel my sister needing me
but at the same time i feel like theres things she has to feel.
to get somewhere good. i love her.
i'm missing montreal more and more.
i was comfortable.
it was home.
where isss homee??
when i go in that direction i stay with emily, and rich.
they are comfort.
i miss gordon. and tucker. johnton. petron. lizard. . .
but in the long haul things are looking good.
my album will get done.
a hopeful videya will get done.
and dreams of tokyo are sitting on my eyes.
i want to go back to basements.
and bikini kill.
i havent smoked a cigarette in 5 whole days.
i dont know why i'm still with you. i love you. things are strange for some reason. unknown.
i sleep in a large bed.
i'm full of sunshine.
i feel empty.
time keeps dropping like
flies