hold on if you feel like letting go....
welcome to my life...
well i don't know whats wrong with me...i've been like REALLY depressed latley...i felt really better when i called rachelle and told her what happend...im calling her again lmao ilu and brooke :-D
ok yea this is kinda why im sad
-everyone has a class with someone
i have no classes with ANY of my best friends none whatsoever and they all have their jokes and stuff and it just SUCKS ok it just sucks its like the only people i talk to in my classes are like allison shes so awesome and i talk to sarah shes cool kayla i love that girl to death and like laura and amanda they are so cool and those are some of the friends i made. I made all new friends cuz i have none with my other friends except like christine and amanda. I talk to all my bf's at school but it just like not the same or somthin i don't know u all have heard those stories about u and ur bf's drifting apart and not being friends cuz they meet someone better..:-/ i'm crying now...thanks for always asking me to do things like we used to...:-/
im happy im in band cuz sarah and i didn't really see each other much last year now we always do and its really fun. :-D
except...i REALLY like REALLY miss carolyn...like really i could die...i need to give her the low-down
anyways...today was bad except for marching band. Sarah kicked my butt and it blead LMFAO and we kept "fighting" lmaoo!
and like i like this guy and like he even cares GOD i swear...guys suck i don't really see him anways...*sighs* and there is one guy hes like the funniest and coolest and hott lmao and anyways i don't think he'd ever like me...hm..i really don't care what anyone says im ugly lol i really am...
...me...
well theres my little depressed entry..i hope u got a somewhat of an idea of what its like to be me even tho u'll never know
do u ever feel like breaking down
do u ever feel out of place
i do...
well i don't know whats wrong with me...i've been like REALLY depressed latley...i felt really better when i called rachelle and told her what happend...im calling her again lmao ilu and brooke :-D
ok yea this is kinda why im sad
-everyone has a class with someone
i have no classes with ANY of my best friends none whatsoever and they all have their jokes and stuff and it just SUCKS ok it just sucks its like the only people i talk to in my classes are like allison shes so awesome and i talk to sarah shes cool kayla i love that girl to death and like laura and amanda they are so cool and those are some of the friends i made. I made all new friends cuz i have none with my other friends except like christine and amanda. I talk to all my bf's at school but it just like not the same or somthin i don't know u all have heard those stories about u and ur bf's drifting apart and not being friends cuz they meet someone better..:-/ i'm crying now...thanks for always asking me to do things like we used to...:-/
im happy im in band cuz sarah and i didn't really see each other much last year now we always do and its really fun. :-D
except...i REALLY like REALLY miss carolyn...like really i could die...i need to give her the low-down
anyways...today was bad except for marching band. Sarah kicked my butt and it blead LMFAO and we kept "fighting" lmaoo!
and like i like this guy and like he even cares GOD i swear...guys suck i don't really see him anways...*sighs* and there is one guy hes like the funniest and coolest and hott lmao and anyways i don't think he'd ever like me...hm..i really don't care what anyone says im ugly lol i really am...
...me...
well theres my little depressed entry..i hope u got a somewhat of an idea of what its like to be me even tho u'll never know
do u ever feel like breaking down
do u ever feel out of place
i do...