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***live journal is now pivete and no one can read it
so this is the last youll be reading of mine***
im finally decideing to put my life together.. im going to finish out this year at tville and maybe next year but im going to go back to ledford my senior year so i can graduate with all my elementary friends ya know what i mean yea might take some night or summer classes at college to catch up from what i have failed so i can graduate a semester early perhaps dmc next year im not shure just school isnt that cool for me. no more drugs for miss dee.. just drugs arent all that fun anymore they just keep causeing more problems when i finally start to get them in a straight line again they getcracked all out of porportion[sp] ive messed up a lot in my life and i didnt start to realize it til about new years eve. i just want to get things straight with my family. i love keenan and his family ive never felt comfortable around anyone elses genepool even mine so this is just akward. i love keenan the other day we kinda had a mishap and i was scared i said something i never thought id ever say but yea me and keenan are like glue and feathers or something. and the hole katie thing out of the way is like someone has pulled the 10000847538927859724758942375892743857482397894753982748972398752705 brick off my shoulders and well keenan is going to get a job with my mom and dad as soon as he can pass a drug test. and that my friends means no more drugs for keenan cause they do random drug test at b&h which is great cause its like we are finally realizeing we cant just play hacky sack all our life and bounce around from place to place on an emotional roller coaster.. this semester at school im going to try my best not to miss any school and do my best at my work cause before today ive been living life like it was nothing but a fucking trip to africa or something. im not a perfect person but im going to try my best to fix all my mistakes and prove to everyone that im a good person and that i never meant to do the things i did. and with this i leave you my good byes
so this is the last youll be reading of mine***
im finally decideing to put my life together.. im going to finish out this year at tville and maybe next year but im going to go back to ledford my senior year so i can graduate with all my elementary friends ya know what i mean yea might take some night or summer classes at college to catch up from what i have failed so i can graduate a semester early perhaps dmc next year im not shure just school isnt that cool for me. no more drugs for miss dee.. just drugs arent all that fun anymore they just keep causeing more problems when i finally start to get them in a straight line again they getcracked all out of porportion[sp] ive messed up a lot in my life and i didnt start to realize it til about new years eve. i just want to get things straight with my family. i love keenan and his family ive never felt comfortable around anyone elses genepool even mine so this is just akward. i love keenan the other day we kinda had a mishap and i was scared i said something i never thought id ever say but yea me and keenan are like glue and feathers or something. and the hole katie thing out of the way is like someone has pulled the 10000847538927859724758942375892743857482397894753982748972398752705 brick off my shoulders and well keenan is going to get a job with my mom and dad as soon as he can pass a drug test. and that my friends means no more drugs for keenan cause they do random drug test at b&h which is great cause its like we are finally realizeing we cant just play hacky sack all our life and bounce around from place to place on an emotional roller coaster.. this semester at school im going to try my best not to miss any school and do my best at my work cause before today ive been living life like it was nothing but a fucking trip to africa or something. im not a perfect person but im going to try my best to fix all my mistakes and prove to everyone that im a good person and that i never meant to do the things i did. and with this i leave you my good byes