the shit has hit the fan..big time
i haven't written here in a hell of a long time. here are things that have happened to me.
+I got over Brad
+I hate Greg
+I started liking this other guy
+Hector
+Hector appears to like me
+Hector and I make out about 5 times
+Hector has a girlfriend
+Sam is sad
+Sam confronts Hector about all of this
+Hector says that he and his girlfriend are "split-up"
+Sam can deal with that
+Hector tells Sam that he and his girlfriend "broke-up"
+Sam is happy
+Hector finger-bangs Sam
+Sam likes it, and likes Hector even more
+Sam gets suspicious about where Hector always is everyday
+Sam gets over it
+Hector and Sam go to the movies
+After the movies, Hector goes down on Sam as winning a bet from the Super-Bowl
+Sam loves it
+Sam gets her licence
+Hector and Sam attempted to have sex in her car
+Hector was too big
+This hurt Sam
+Sam picks Hector up the next Wednesday at 11 pm
+They drive to a parking lot
+Hector fucks Sam's brains out in her car...twice
+Sam picks Hector up the next Saturday to "go to their class"
+Hector does it again in her car...three times
+Sam is feeling like she is being used for sex
+Sam confronts Hector on a Sunday night
+He wants to talk about it at school the next day
+Sam and Hector ditch school together
+Hector fucks Sam's brains out in the family bathroom of the mall
+Then again behind Century 16 in the front, passenger seat of Sam's car
+Sam and Hector go back to school for 6th period
+Tuesday and Wednesday go by
+Thursday was a 1/2 day at Oxnard High School
+Hector and Sam make plans to hang out after school
+Hector says to Sam that he will call her after football practice from John's house to go hang out
+Hector claimed that practice was going to be over at 1:30, when school was over at 12
+Sam believed him
+Sam gets into her car after school, and sees football players coming out of the locker room
+Sam spots Hector walking with another girl
+Sam waves to Hector
+Hector does not acknowledge Sam
+Sam cries
+Sam calls Hector that night
+Hector snubs her off while keeping his voice down
+Hector hangs up
+Sam's phone rings at 10:15 pm
+Jessica is on the other line
+Jessica is Hector's girlfriend
+Hector and Jessica have been engaged for 2 1/2 years
+Sam did not know about Jessica
+Jessica did not know about Sam
+Hector lied to both of them
+Jessica and Sam figured out that everything that Hector said was a lie
+Hector was using Sam for sex
+No school on Friday
+Sam and Jessica are pissed
+Sam and Jessica get into Sam's car to confront Hecotr with a surprise
+Hector is a pussy who couldn't look at Jessica or Sam in the eye +...Or say a word
+Sam leaves
+Jessica stays
+Sam sees Hector at her college class the next day
+Sam feels bad for being a bitch to him
+Hector says he's sorry for everything
+Sam eats some trail-mix
+Hector gets in Sam's car to talk
+Hector tells Sam that his reasons were that he wasn't happy with Jessica
+Hector does not want to be with Jessica
+Sam drops Hector off
+Sam goes to go baby-sit
+Jessica calls Sam to tell her that Hector and her are back together
+Sam wants to kill herself
+Sam tries to call Hector
+Hector was asleep
+Sam talks to Hector on Monday
+Hector says that they broke up
+Sam doesn't believe him
+Sam calls Jessica
+Jessica confirms that it's true
+Sam is neutral
+Jessica informs Sam that they might get back together
+This tears Sam's heart out
+Sam takes Benadryl for sleeping purposes
+Sam goes to school
+Hector does not
+Sam misses Hector all day
+Sam is upset
+Sam made a huge mistake
+Sam told 10 people what was going on
+10 people want to kick the shit out of Hector
+Sam feels horrible
+Sam calls Hector
+No answer
+Sam calls Jessica
+They speak momentarilly
+They hang up
+Sam feels like shit about herself
+Sam walks to the computer
+Sam writes out a list of all that has happened to her
+I think this is where Sam is done
+One more thing
+Sam fears that she is pregnant
+Sam is going to the doctor to find out if she is
+Sam misses Hector
So, as you can see, I've had a shitty week. Probably the worst it has been ever. I can't even remember the last time I felt so guilty or shitty about myself. l8er!
-sam
+I got over Brad
+I hate Greg
+I started liking this other guy
+Hector
+Hector appears to like me
+Hector and I make out about 5 times
+Hector has a girlfriend
+Sam is sad
+Sam confronts Hector about all of this
+Hector says that he and his girlfriend are "split-up"
+Sam can deal with that
+Hector tells Sam that he and his girlfriend "broke-up"
+Sam is happy
+Hector finger-bangs Sam
+Sam likes it, and likes Hector even more
+Sam gets suspicious about where Hector always is everyday
+Sam gets over it
+Hector and Sam go to the movies
+After the movies, Hector goes down on Sam as winning a bet from the Super-Bowl
+Sam loves it
+Sam gets her licence
+Hector and Sam attempted to have sex in her car
+Hector was too big
+This hurt Sam
+Sam picks Hector up the next Wednesday at 11 pm
+They drive to a parking lot
+Hector fucks Sam's brains out in her car...twice
+Sam picks Hector up the next Saturday to "go to their class"
+Hector does it again in her car...three times
+Sam is feeling like she is being used for sex
+Sam confronts Hector on a Sunday night
+He wants to talk about it at school the next day
+Sam and Hector ditch school together
+Hector fucks Sam's brains out in the family bathroom of the mall
+Then again behind Century 16 in the front, passenger seat of Sam's car
+Sam and Hector go back to school for 6th period
+Tuesday and Wednesday go by
+Thursday was a 1/2 day at Oxnard High School
+Hector and Sam make plans to hang out after school
+Hector says to Sam that he will call her after football practice from John's house to go hang out
+Hector claimed that practice was going to be over at 1:30, when school was over at 12
+Sam believed him
+Sam gets into her car after school, and sees football players coming out of the locker room
+Sam spots Hector walking with another girl
+Sam waves to Hector
+Hector does not acknowledge Sam
+Sam cries
+Sam calls Hector that night
+Hector snubs her off while keeping his voice down
+Hector hangs up
+Sam's phone rings at 10:15 pm
+Jessica is on the other line
+Jessica is Hector's girlfriend
+Hector and Jessica have been engaged for 2 1/2 years
+Sam did not know about Jessica
+Jessica did not know about Sam
+Hector lied to both of them
+Jessica and Sam figured out that everything that Hector said was a lie
+Hector was using Sam for sex
+No school on Friday
+Sam and Jessica are pissed
+Sam and Jessica get into Sam's car to confront Hecotr with a surprise
+Hector is a pussy who couldn't look at Jessica or Sam in the eye +...Or say a word
+Sam leaves
+Jessica stays
+Sam sees Hector at her college class the next day
+Sam feels bad for being a bitch to him
+Hector says he's sorry for everything
+Sam eats some trail-mix
+Hector gets in Sam's car to talk
+Hector tells Sam that his reasons were that he wasn't happy with Jessica
+Hector does not want to be with Jessica
+Sam drops Hector off
+Sam goes to go baby-sit
+Jessica calls Sam to tell her that Hector and her are back together
+Sam wants to kill herself
+Sam tries to call Hector
+Hector was asleep
+Sam talks to Hector on Monday
+Hector says that they broke up
+Sam doesn't believe him
+Sam calls Jessica
+Jessica confirms that it's true
+Sam is neutral
+Jessica informs Sam that they might get back together
+This tears Sam's heart out
+Sam takes Benadryl for sleeping purposes
+Sam goes to school
+Hector does not
+Sam misses Hector all day
+Sam is upset
+Sam made a huge mistake
+Sam told 10 people what was going on
+10 people want to kick the shit out of Hector
+Sam feels horrible
+Sam calls Hector
+No answer
+Sam calls Jessica
+They speak momentarilly
+They hang up
+Sam feels like shit about herself
+Sam walks to the computer
+Sam writes out a list of all that has happened to her
+I think this is where Sam is done
+One more thing
+Sam fears that she is pregnant
+Sam is going to the doctor to find out if she is
+Sam misses Hector
So, as you can see, I've had a shitty week. Probably the worst it has been ever. I can't even remember the last time I felt so guilty or shitty about myself. l8er!
-sam